I Actually Don't Want To Be Something You Want (I Apologize In Advance)

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What I thought was real became so fake
I forgot what reality was
You lost your identity
Where's your insanity

So marble and perfect,
I thought I could figure out just who you were
But you never said anything
I swear I tried to let you in
But you didn't let yourself in.

I'm sorry for the inconvenience!
I'm so sorry I was never the best
I'm sorry for the inconvenience!
I'm so sorry I was so worthless

I felt lost in this rain you called a drought. I never was good enough I guess
She watched you through the fence
But you where to caught up in yourself to notice.

I'm sorry for the inconvenience!
I felt I was never the best
I'm so sorry for the inconvenience!
I'm so sorry, I am this useless.

I built this wall
I now call home
I built this wall
I now call home

Ring the doorbell
No answer at the door
What seemed alright
Isn't okay with her anymore.

She's hurting
She's aching
Slowly awakening
Hoping to find the day
Where her love will be waiting
Outside her mind
And inside her heart
Never testing her out
Just filling in what's left of the drought.

... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry....I was never good enough....

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