Marks POV:
"Babe can you come here? I need to talk to you?" I yelled to (y/n)
"Yeah! I'll be right down. Just a sec!" She yelled from our bedroom.
I thought about what I was gonna say as I waited for her. This is probably the most nervous I've been in a while and I don't want to fuck it up. I wiped the sweat from my palms on my shorts as she walked in the livingroom.
"What's up?" She asked plopping onto the couch next to me and sliding her legs over my lap.
"Well, we've been dating for a while now, and I think it's time I introduced you to my fans as my girlfriend."
There was a pause. It was so quiet, you could hear a pin drop.
"Oh man." I said. "It's too soon. I knew it. I just thought......"
Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted.
"No. Mark I love the Idea. I'm just concerned about the hate. I mean, what if they all hate me."
"I'm sure there will be people who will love you just as much as they love me. And for those who don't, they aren't real fans. They're either crazy stalker fans, or just down right a dick."
" Yeah. I guess. I mean, if you want to we can. Its your channel." she said.
" Babe, I want you to be comfortable with it. I don't want you to be upset or uncomfortable. If you aren't ready, its okay. It can wait."
" No. Its fine. Lets do it."
" Okay. Lets go film."
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Your POV:
After we filmed the video, Mark went to his computer and stared editing. As he was editing, a thousand thoughts flashed through my head of what could happen. And of course they were all of the bad things. What if this pushes Mark and I part? What if this breaks us up? What if they hate me? What if I get harassed and bullied in public? All of these thoughts were way to much to handle and I broke down and started having a panic attack. I pulled my knees up to my chest and started crying. I couldn't breath very well so crying made it worse. Mark immediately noticed and turned around.
" (Y/n)? Whats wrong?" He said coming over to me.
"I-I'm having second thoughts. What if these comments push us apart? I love you more than I can give, and I can't bear the thought of loosing you. You are my everything. W-what happens if I get bullied in public for being your girlfriend? Some people are crazy and I could get beat up or stabbed or something. Mark I'm scared" I said and cried more.
Mark held me in his arms until I was done crying.
" I promise you that I am never going to leave you. I love you (y/n). You're the light of my life. You moved to California for christ sakes. It was my idea. I don't know how to live without you. These comments from those people mean nothing. You are my everything and you don't need to worry about loosing me. As for the crazy people, maybe just take a friend or me with you every time you go out. So that way someone is with you and can protect you."
He lifted my chin so that I was looking at him. " Its going to be okay. There is nothing you need to worry about."
"Okay...." I said. "I love you" I put my head in his chest and held onto him with my hands between our chests. He kept his arms wrapped around me until my breathing settled down to a normal rate and then I wrapped my arms around him. I looked up at him and could see the love in his eyes.
He looked back at me and a small smile appeared on his face. He put his hand between my jaw and my cheek and passionately kissed me. That was the moment that I felt the safest I had ever felt. I knew that I was going to be alright and that Mark would always be there for me.
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The next day.
Your POV
Yesterday Mark uploaded his video a few hours after my break down and so far everything has been good. There's been a few hate comments here and there but they are nothing terrible, so its easy to deal with them.
"Hey mark?" I said to him.
"yeah?"
"Do you want to go out to get lunch?"
"Yeah. That sounds great. Let me upload this video real quick and we can head out."
"okay. Im gonna go get ready" I said and went to the bedroom
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hey guys. I'm so sorry i haven't uploaded in forever. Ive been at college and haven't really been thinking about this book because i have so much other stuff on my mind. I will be home soon though, so hopefully i will be uploading a bit more. I also have pretty bad writers block because of all of the stuff I have going on at school. Sorry guys. I will update when I can.
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Better Than I Know Myself ( A Markiplier X Reader)
Fanfiction(Y/n) has been best friends with Mark Fischbach since freshman year at college. He likes her, she likes him. But they don't know. They hide it to keep their friendship. What happens when one of them finds out? Read to find out.
