It was a day after me and Kai had kissed and I'm still not sure of how I feel, I know that I said I'm in love with him but...it's just, you know, complicated. After all Kai did, how can I even forgive him? Let alone love him? Yep, I'm officially going insane. Maybe I'm just dreaming about this whole thing. Maybe it's just another nightmare? Ok, Bonnie, stop worrying about your own feelings and find a way out of this place, but how? I feel like if I make one sneaky little movement to the door I'll get murdered by Kai, I don't know if I should trust him...yet. I mean just because he just said he's deeply in love with me, after all through, you never know when he could just snap back to that sociopath he was before. I'm just not completely comfortable with him. I do hope he lives a long, happy, life. I understand him now. He just was a outcast of his coven and family, he wasn't born evil, his family made him that way. If his family accepted him for who he was, maybe he wouldn't be so bad. I was such an idiot for treating him the way I did, God, I'm such a bad person. Then and there, I decided I'll just stay there with him. I'm not taking that risk of flipping his murder switch. I plan on living a long life, ok?
I poke his muscular arm and he mumbles, "I'm trying to sleep here, Bennett." I chuckle and elbow him in his side and he groans, "Ouch! Bonnie! Seriously?" I laugh and he starts tickling my stomach, causing me to repeatedly kick him in the stomach as he just laughs. I've never seen this part of him before, it was actually really good to witness.
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Fanfiction"I can be the bitch, I can play the whore, Or your fairytale princess who could ask for more. A touch of wicked, A pinch of risqué, Good girl gone bad, my poison is your remedy" [ TVD/TW ]
