Larry stylinson : BulletProof Love

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Walking through the rain, dark, wet concrete. Hard to distinguish which street was mine. It was cold . I pulled my collar up and shivered as I walked down the side walk to turn left . My car broke down so I had to walk to work. I walk up the stairs to the front door and dig in my pocket to find my keys. I open the door slightly and wipe my feet on the rug from out side and step in and shut the door. droping my backpack on the floor when I hear a crash in there. "Oh Fuck again?!" I say as I look for my phone with another massive crack on the top of it , 3rd time It cracked. I couldn't afford to buy another one or repair it. I had to pay my rent and buy food. I'd just have to live with a cracked iPhone. I place it on the kitchen table and walk upstairs to my room. I strip down my wet clothes and put on a white shirt and some jumpers on. I could bare to think about what he said. "let's just be friends", can't believe he said it. But I understand he's probably not ready for me. I'm a mess. He could atleast just admit he doesn't want me yet he hurts me saying "let's just be friends" . I stare at my tv when I hear my phone ringing. I couldn't help myself but to wait until the person left a message. It was him, his beautiful voice streaming out of my phone, "hey um Harry... You mind meeting me at starbucks tomorrow at 9 am? I think we should talk...." I jump off the couch almost falling as I run to try to talk to him when he says "alright , well goodnight." Damn I thought. I couldn't call him, it was to late. Those words crashed through my head.I let myself fall to the ground and cry. I love him so much. He is perfect, even his flaws. Tears streaming down my face. I grabbed my phone and dissed his invite. I couldn't go talk to him. I'd just breakdown infront of him. I wasn't ready to meet up with him. I go to the bathroom and shower. I strip my clothes and turn the water on really hot. I step in and let it run through my body. my hair getting soaked. Tears flowing down my cheek, I saw him with another guy a yesterday. They laughed and sat next to eachother. I was completely jealous. I finished showering and put my pjs on and slipped in the bed. I fell asleep , I was so Tired. Being a photagrapher wasnt easy.

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