i hate you i love you

In the beginning

So it all started around term two it was my first year of high school and i was just casually hanging out with my friends and my friend Jessica's boyfriend and then his friends and at first i thought that one of his friends was just an idiot that i didn't really like but as the term progressed i started to take a liking to him his name was blake he had nice blue eyes, orange hair and out of all the boys at my school i liked him
Then a bit later on it turns out my friend Olivia liked him and so they ended up dating for around a month but i still liked him. We texted and we started becoming really good friend eventually Olivia broke up with Blake and i was kinda happy I'm not gonna lie. I ended up texting blake saying that i liked him and his reply was ok cool but i don't like you sorry plus you seem really good friends with Olivia at that moment my heart broke but we were still good friends. Then i went to Olivia's birthday one day and it was me and the girls jess was on the phone to ben then all of a sudden someone said something about me liking blake and i was like shit bens on the phone with jess now ben is gonna know turns out he already knew all the boys did but luckily i could escape the day after Olivia's birthday because i was getting on a plane and going on a one week holiday to Queensland and by the time i got back everyone kinda forgot. When i did get back it was normal as if I didn't even like him. One day he ended up leaving our group and going to hang out with his friend Andrew so i decided to follow him but instead of me just following him i went and hung out with one of my other friends Jordy which meant i could still hang out with blake.