Bullshit Squared

Chapter 6

"You..want us?" Harry questioned.

"Yeah....yeah I want us," Louis responded with a smile. Harry then returned the smile and cuddled even further into the older lads side, if that were possible. The were already pressed against one another on the small hosptial bed.

"That's good... I wasn't letting you go anyway," He mumbled while stifling a yawn.

I'm glad you weren't, Louis thinks, but not having the guts to say it aloud. It would make it all to real. Was he ready for this? Hell no. But if this is what it takes to keep his best mate ok then he would do it. It's not like he didn't return the feelings to the younger boy, he obviously did. I'm just not ready for everything to change. And boy, were things about to change. For the good or bad you ask? Well..that's up to fate to decide.

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1 new msg 

From: Liam :D

To: Niall, Zayn, Tommo, H,

hey guyz i was wundering if ya wanted to meetup and just hang? maybe grab a drink or 2.

Niall: 

sure m8 im free whenever and when do i turn down a pint eh?

Zayn:

yeh sure, im down.

Tommo:

Well im still at the hospital with H, but he gets discharged today so how about later 2nite?

Niall:

yeh see you guys later at the usual? 9ish?

Liam :D :

yeah sure see you :)

Zayn:

yep see you, liam dont get 2 excited ;)

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Niall walked into the quaint bar, tugging on his loose jeans as he searched for the other boys faces. He soon spotted Zayn and walked over and realized he was the last to show up. As he took his seat next to Zayn in the both he gave a nod to Liam and waved to the more cuddled up than usual Louis and Harry.

"Hey Harry," Niall spoke softly with a smile. Harry shot him a dimpled grin back. "How are you feeling?" And as soon as those words left Niall's mouth, the smile left Harry's face.

"I am fine," he grunted. The poor boy was tired of people acting like he was a charity case. He didn't need anyones pitty. He didn't need or want anyones help.

"No need to get defensive," Niall retorted, "sorry for caring." The table went silent.

"Oh well..um...so the main reason I kinda invited us all down here is because we need to discuss what's going to happen," Liam spoke with confidence.

"What do you mean what's going to happen? You sound crazy Li," Louis scoffed.

Liam laughed, "Incase you haven't noticed Tomlinson, this band and our fans are falling apart. And I'm not about to sit here and watch it all fall apart because of-" Liam stopped as soon as he realized what he was saying.

"Because of what Liam?" Louis yelled at a volume that only the boys could hear, "say it!"

"Ill say it for ya Li," Niall interjected, I really shouldn't have drank this much he thought

"Niall just-"

"No Zayn don't. Just because he got out of the hospital today doesn't give him a right to be a prick. And just because Louis is in love with him doesn't give him the right either," Niall laughed sarcastically, "anyways, back to what my good mate Liam was saying, we are not just going to sit back and watch everything we worked so hard for fall apart because of Harry trying to off himself, and because you Louis are a coward," Niall spoke slowly. The table was speechless.

"I am not a coward Niall,"  Louis said through clenched teeth.

"Ha my ass you're not. You can't admit to yourself that you're in love with Harry. We all see it." He spat.

"Well...uh..." Louis stammered, looking at Harry whose eyes were filled with shock, and hurt as well.

"My point exactly." Niall laughed. Louis had enough. Enough of being a coward, of being scared of the world, management, the little voice inside his head. He was done with it all.

"You know what Niall? I actually have an announcement I'd like to make," Louis said standing up.

"Attention, Bar goers, drunk people, and anyone who can understand what I am saying right now," he took a breathe and shut his eyes. This was it. "I Louis William Tomlinson, am in love with Harry Edward Styles, that will be all." He sat back down ignoring the shocked look on all of the boys faces, including Harry's.

"Well...that was interesting," Niall said.

"Yep...guess I'm not that much of a coward eh?" Louis spat.

"Nope..no mate...it was the pints talkin'" Niall spoke softly, sounding upset, "but I meant what I said. We are not letting this go we all worked to hard."

"Don't....don't worry about me," Harry mumbled, "After I get this therapy bullshit over with we can go on tour and then everything should be okay again...I hope."

"I hope so," Zayn whispered.

"I just....I love you guys and I am sorry for what i had to put you through. But we will always be mates, whether we're in One Direction or not." Harry spoke with a genuine smile.

"We love you to mate," Niall said.

And then everything seemed okay for the five boys. But little did they know what was in store for them.