Disowned (BWWM)

XIV

Chapter XIV
Disowned
"Even death is not to be feared by one who has lived wisely."~Buddha

It has been two months since I killed Zachary and I honestly do not feel remorse. Is that bad? I almost feel bad for not feeling bad. Should I though? I was in love with him once upon a time and when I was I enjoyed his company. His aurora, his everything. I laughed bitterly to myself I don't miss him nor my father or Shelby. They can all burn hell. I looked up at the sky hoping my mom can see me in heaven. I whispered I love you and started to pick at the dirt. Maybe all of this really was met to happen.

"Why do you look so depressed?" I shrugged my shoulders still picking at the grass. Rich sat next me and started to pick at the grass. He moved his blond locks away from his eyes and tucked it behind his ear.

"Is that even possible?" He shrugged it shoulders too.

"Maybe Zachary's death is affecting." I glared at Rich.

"Remember your balls are a kick away." Rich made a pouty face and I laughed pushing him playfully.

"Oh c'mon they're brand new." I busted out laughing landing on the grass. "I'm serious Zel. I got my first erection two weeks ago and it felt great." Rich said making his eyes roll the the back of his head. I kept laughing and was holding my stomach.

"I-I I can't breath!"

"What is she laughing at?" Jasmine asked sitting down next to Rich kissing his cheek. They are finally a couple again and I couldn't be more happy for them. My father banned higher ranking wolves to date or even marry a loser ranking wolves and banned humans to date wolves and vise versa. They were telling me how Jasmine wanted to change Rich, but she was afraid he would not survive the transition. Some humans survive and others don't. Luckily he did and now he's like me.

"About how Rich's junk is new and approved."

"Oh yes they are." Jasmine said seductively. Oh no. I got up and left the happy couple in the garden. I was on my way to see the kids but I forgot they were in town shopping for some clothes with River and Joyce. Jakub and Amir were probably smoking weed like usual and now I guess it is just me myself and I. When I walked into my room I saw Vein there sitting on my bed casually. I rushed to him and started to hit him.

"Aye aye not the face!" He held my arms up and I puffed out loud.

"I haven't seen you in nearly two months! And you pop up out of nowhere thinking it is alright?" I screamed at his face. "You must be mad!" Vein started to laugh and I arched my eyebrow at him.

"You care about me don't you?" I shoved him away and rubbed on my wrist. Man he has a strong grip. "I had future king stuff to deal with Zel. I'm sorry."

"Take your sorry somewhere else." I walked away from him and took off my shoes and socks sitting on my chair.

"Don't act like that towards me Zelda." I rolled my eyes crossing my legs.

"So are you ready to be king?"

"As ready as you are to be a queen." I smiled getting up to hug him. I held him tight and so did he.

"I did miss you Vein."

"So did I." My heart started to nest fast when we looked into each other's eyes. I know it sounds cliché as hell but it's the truth. I pulled away and scratched at my head.

"So when are you taking the thrown?"

"Next week."

"Are you nerves?" He shook his head.