I open the door to mine and Niall‘s flat. I just came home from school. I have been really stressed in the morning, since I got an exam back today. Niall helped me to prepare for it, which had been a lot of fun. But I had a bad feeling like actually always. But it‘s not been worth it, since I got an A, like always.
I put my bag down in the hallway and rush into the living room, smiling from one ear to the other. „Niall, I got an A!“, I scream. But then I stop immediately. He sits on the sofa, his face buried in the pillow he holds in his hands. His body shakes lightly and I hear quiet sobs. I quickly walk over and sit down next to him. He tries to get up but I pull him into a hug. He brakes down on my shoulder, crying his heart out. „Shh... It‘s alright. Calm down, Snowflake...“, I whisper, stroking his back soothingly. After he calmed down a little I pull him lightly back to face him. „Why are you crying, Niall?“, I ask whipping some of his tears away, which run down his reddened cheeks. He points towards the couch table, his hand shaking. I spot his phone, which is logged into twitter. I grab it and read the messages.
‚Why are you with that whore? She doesn‘t deserve you!!‘- ‚(Y/N) is so ugly, why are you even with her? You could have any better!‘- ‚You‘re so ugly, why are you with (Y/N)? I bet she‘s only with you to get one of the other boys!!‘
I drop the phone on the table and pull Niall into another hug. „Don‘t let this get to you! You are not ugly, you are the most beautiful, cute, funny and loveable person I have ever met and ever will. And although I really like the other lads, I would never want to be with one of them! You are the only one for me and you will be forever! I promise! I love you, my little snowflake“, I say. He looks into my eyes and leans in slowly, just as he expects me to pull away. I lean in and our lips meet, moving in sync. We kiss for a while until we‘re completely out of breath. „I love you, too (Y/N). Ever have and ever will! And I try to not let this get to me. But I can‘t promise. I always have the slight feeling that I‘m not good enough for you, that I don‘t deserve you, that I‘m not worth it having you“, he says but ends up mumbling. I stare at him in shock. „Never think like that. You are the best that ever happened to me! I only love you, and you forever and always!“, I say and give him a peck on his lips. „Forever and always!“, he replies.
