Storm

I wiped the tears off my face as I run out into the pouring rain.

Only to be replaced with fresh ones seconds later.

By the time I get to my car I'm soaked. How could he do this to me? Why do I keep falling for him over and over again?

I'm done with all the second chances and apologies, I'm to tired to keep fighting for us. I've been through this too many times.

But I needed him and he need me.

"fuck!" I scream banging my hands on the steering wheel before bringing them up to my face.

My mind subconsciously ran over all of the laughs, the touches, everything.

Before I knew it I was falling apart. Crying harder than ever.

I can't let myself do this, I can't let it get to me. It's easier to be okay. So I have I be okay.

After a few minutes the tears stopped and I was driving away from the memory filled building.

I thought he loved me. He didn't even chase me, he just stared dumbfounded as I walked away with tears threatening my eyes.

He was with someone else, someone better.

It isn't just him cheating that made me break, it was the fact he did it. It was almost a way of saying "I know you Collen, I know you better than I know myself, but you weren't good enough."

My thoughts were interrupted as I heard the familiar vibrating noise of my phone.

It took a few seconds for the caller ID to register.

Should I answer? I actually want to hear what he has to say. Just to hear his voice.

"What?" I say harshly.

"Please come back.." His voice was shaky telling me he was on the verge of crying. I know he'd never let himself cry though. He's too cut off from emotions to.

"No Harry, there's no reason to. I've given you chance after chance. I love you, and you knew that! You've made your way into my life only to hurt me. I just can't keep doing this." I say without thinking too hard.

"I just want to talk. Hell we don't even have to talk! I just want you home where you belong."

"That isn't a home."I snapped.

"Baby.. Please.." I could feel the pain.

"Fine..." I replied before I hung up.

Wow,it's really pouring outside. I hadn't noticed because of everything going on.

My eyes are so blurry due to the tears. I know they're red and bloodshot I can feel it.

As I came to a stop sign I took in a deep breath before continuing to drive. Without warning a bright light is flying towards my passenger side.

Then,everything went blank.

HARRY'S POV~

It's been two hours since I called her.

She should've been here by now. I swear if anything happened to her I'm going to beat the shit out of someone.

I quickly pulled the phone out of my pocket and dialed her number.

No answer.

Fuck

Why wouldn't she answer? Maybe her phone went dead?

Seconds later my ears picked up on the sound of my phone ringing.

I quickly answered figuring it was her.

"Why the hell weren't you answering your phone Collen?-"

"Oh um this isn't Collen this is Emma from saint Jude's hospital... You see Collen has been in a terrible accident and isn't wakin-" I couldn't hear it anymore.

I grabbed my keys and walked...ran out of the cold apartment.

I shouldn't have let her leave. It's all my fault!

What if I loose her?

I would loose myself. With her I was someone else. Someone who laughed, even smiled.

Her clumsiness was everything to me,she was my everything.

And now I could loose her just like that.

I can't loose her. She's all I have left.

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