*okay so from now on this is before the huge fight and stuff so yea*
I woke up from my sleep, if you'd even call it that. Two hours every night.
Today was it. The one year anniversary of my mothers death.
I've visited her every day since then. Telling her about my problems and how much I miss her. Since the accident I've never really talked much just focused my studies and passing all my classes.
I still get nightmares of that night.
Me and my best friend Sammy were sitting in the back of the car laughing and screaming with our music blaring.
My mom turned around telling us to turn it down when a drunk driver hit us.
Me and Sammy walked away just fine but my mom laid motionless as the paramedics tried their best to save her.
But none of it worked. She was gone and I was alone.
Of course my dad went crazy with out her, he drank every night and I had bruises covering my body proving it.
The day he ran out on me was when I silenced myself from the world. Sammy and I became distant and everything just stopped.
All I want to do today is sleep. But I can't I have to see her. Tell her I miss her and that it's not the same without her laugh which used to fill my senses.
Before my thoughts got too overwhelming I pulled myself out of bed and into the bathroom.
The image in the mirror made me cringe.
Puffy eyes filled with redness. Dark circles under them signaling my sleeping habits weren't the greatest.
Deciding I needed a shower I set my phone on the ihome and put on the collide with the
Sky album by pierce the veil on. And stepped in.
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After cleaning up and settling on a knit top and leggings I headed back into the bathroom to put on makeup to hide the pain which was clearly shown on my face.
I'm not very good with makeup so I usually just go for the natural look. Some foundation, concealer , and mascara.
Once I decided that it was as good as it could get I ran down stairs throwing on a pair of black high top converse then ran out the door.
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As I approached the tombstone which read my mothers name over it I noticed that flowers were already here.
Dad.
Brushing the sudden sad feeling away I sat down like always and ran my fingers over the cold marble.
"I've missed you more and more everyday.everything reminds me of you. I never actually told you how much you meant to me or that I was sorry. It's all my fault that you're gone. Now it's been a year and things have changed.
I love you so much mom..."
Tears ran down my face staining my shirt.
My hands soon covered my face as I sobbed uncontrollably.
My heart raced when I heard a slight rustle behind me.
"You know everything will be okay." The husky voice spoke.
"You don't know that." I snapped back.
His green eyes softened before taking once more.
"You don't know that it wont either."
I watched as he scooted closer before wrapping his arm around me.
"It's about to rain you know."
"Yea I know." I whispered
"Need a ride?" He questioned.
"No I will just walk don't worry about it." I replied lowering my head.
"No It's going to be pouring I'm not going to let you walk through that." He said while standing up extending a hand towards me.
I laced my fingers through his as he pulled me to my feet.
"It's Harry by the way."
"Collen.."
Why was he being so sweet? He didn't seem to be the type. All the tattoos covering his body told me he was dangerous but he wasn't like that.
He seemed different.
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The car ride back to my apartment was quiet but yet so comfortable.
I couldn't help but ask why he was at the cemetery but all he said was that it was complicated before he shook our his hair moving passed the subject.
Other than that not much happened.
After just a few minutes we approached the building and I watched as he wrote something down on a piece of paper before handing it to me.
I said a small "thank you" before opening the door and walking up to the place I called "home."
As I reached the red door which led to my apartment I opened the letter and smiled
It read:
302-345-8839
This is only the beginning xoxo
-Harry;)
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FanfictionI wiped the tears off my face as I run out into the pouring rain. Only to be replaced with fresh ones seconds later. By the time I get to my car I'm soaked. How could he do this to me? Why do I keep falling for him over and over again?