and now you're gone
so I decided to write you a song
not for you, more for me
because I am blind and I still can't see
past all my insecurities
which I guess is why you're away
ive spent sleepless.nights
trying to decide
what it'd be like if you were still alive
what could've happened if i did something and things changed
maybe then your mind wouldn't be as deranged
you still walk, you continue to breathe and talk
