Aphmau's Secret

Why guys? J-Just why?

Hey guys!!! I am so so so sorry I haven't updated in a while! I had a HUGE writers block for this book. But it is gone now! So YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways, ON WITH THE STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, sorry ahead of time. It might not be the best chapter I've written. And plz don't play the song yet! Thanks!!!!!

Hazel's POV:
As I stumbled around the village I noticed that it was completely normal. No fires around, no destruction... Like those Gast's Herobrine sent up did nothing to them... Weird. Oh well... After a lot more stumbling around it started getting dark. So I started stumbling back to where I left everyone else. Once I got theirs I heard voices inside. They were yelling.  And it made my head hurt. I clutched my head in my hands and stabilized myself on the wall of the house. As I did that, there was a loud crash inside and more yelling. I stumbled backwards, still holding my head. I stumbled around the village in the dark. Looking for Aphmau. I saw a tall tower close to me. I stumbled over to it, opened the door, closed the door behind me, and fell on my face.

Garroth's POV:
I was in the guard tower with Laurance when I heard the door downstairs open and close. I peered down the ladder to see Hazel passed out on the ground. "Laurance! Get over here!!!" I whisper yelled to him. He nodded and ran over. "What is it?" I pointed down at Hazel. "Go get her then!" I nodded and went down. I picked her up and carried her up to Laurance. He took her and placed her on a makeshift bed. "Wonder why she is here..." I nodded in agreement. "Yeah..." After a couple hours Hazel sat up. She blinked and looked around. "Where am I...? OH! Hi Garroth, hey Laurance. Whats up? How did I get here?" She asked, looking up at me and Laurance. We smiled. "Oh! Um... You kinda passed out here..." I replied. She nodded and started to get up. "Wait Hazel, its only been a couple of hours. You might fall down again." Laurance told her. She smiled sweetly at us and stood up anyway. "Thanks for your concern Laurance. But I'm fine. Plus, I need to find everyone from SM. See you later!"

Hazel's POV:
I ran out of the tower and to Aphmau's house. When I got to her house I saw SM waiting outside the house. I walked up to them and smiled. "He's guy! What's going on?" Everyone turned to me before looking away with sad looks. "What's wrong? Why are you all sad?" I put my hand on Claire's shoulder and she moved away. "We.... We are kicking out of the group Hazel." Claire said. I felt my eyes widen and I took a step back. "W-Why? Y-Y-You guys are my family!" Everyone looked down again and I held in tears. "W-Why guys? J-Just why?" Claire looked up at me and glared. "We told you that your not in the group anymore Hazel. So leave." I took in a shaky breath and glared at all of them. Tears forming in my eyes. I blinked them away. "Fine. I see I was wrong about all of you..." They all looked at me and I glared harder at them. "Your all just like my dad. If you treat someone who called you family like this.... Your just like him." I felt my eyes change and I started to laugh hysterically. "*laughs* Your going to regret making me your enemy." And with that, I flew away laughing. If I'm laughing and smiling, then why are there tears running down my face? And why do I feel so.... So.... So.... Different? Ive never felt this before... It.... It feels..... Nice...

Once I flew away I landed close to a broken gate. I shrugged it off and walked into the forest and found a pond. I sat by it and took off my shoes, sipping my feet into it. After a moment I started singing quietly. (Play song)

The secret side of me,
I never let you see,
I keep it caged but I can't control it.
So stay away from me!
The beast is ugly.
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it!
It's scratchin' on the walls,
In the closet,
In the halls,
It comes awake and I can't control it.
Hidin under the bed,
In my body,
In my head,
Why won't somebody come and save me from this,
MAKE IT END!!!
I feel it deep within!
It's just beneath the skin!
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I hate what I've become!
The nightmares just begun,
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!
*music*
My secret side I keep,
Hid under lock and key,
I keep it caged but I can't control it!
Cause if I let him out,
He'll tear me up,
Break me down!
Why won't somebody just come and save me from this,
MAKE IT END!!!!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin,
I must confess, I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER!!!!
I hate what I've become!
The nightmares just begun!
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
It's just beneath the skin!
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!
It's hidin in the dark!
It's teeth are razor sharp!
There's no escape for me,
It was my soul, it was my heart.
No one can hear me scream,
Maybe it's just a dream!
Maybe it's inside of me!
STOP THIS MONSTER!!!!!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin,
I must confess that
I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER!?!!!!!!
I hate what I've become!
The nightmares just begun!
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin.
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I've gotta loose control!
He something radical!
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!!!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!
I, I,
Feel like a monster!!!!!!!!

I sighed and lied down on the soft grass. Falling asleep, hoping this was all just one big nightmare...