Love Hurt [Seho||layhan]

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Lay pov

I'm in my way to confess ,where is suho hmmmm,i search high and low wait i think I hear his voice somewhere and there's another voice I'm really sure it's man i went to the door but then i stop awhile for taking in all my braveness confessing to my heart thief,kim suho

I hear something

Sese i think i fall in love "

"Wahhh congratulation hyung!!! Is it man or woman .he or she must be so lucky." Another man voice reply to suho

"It's he actually"

"So who is he do you've confess"

WHAT IS IT ME ohhh god my heart is beating faster than ever do suho love me too like how i love him but I'm not sure it could be anyone so I continue hearing the conservation

"Actually it's you sehunnie ,i love you,I'm sorry if you feel weird but i really sincere loving you ,if you're to shock i can give you time to make decision ,sese baby i hope your answer won't make me dissapoint"

Ahhh he love sehun ,My heart tear to thousand pieces only god know how i feel,my knee already weak , My eyes began welling with tears , which shows how the yield and wounding my heart when I heard people who i love poured out his heart to others.i feel it wetting my cheek right now ,i know but I'm too weak to wipe it off or doing anything right now ,i hold myself from screaming . I breathing and out with teary in my eyes ,after i gain my strength that left i start run away from this damn situation ,I run and unfortunately i
bumping into things which make me run faster for fear they would get out of that room and saw me crying

I have no way to go so I decided to go to the luhan's boom and told him everything .Due to he only one who knows my hidden feeling to suho ,only he will understand me

Author pov

lay ran to get Luhan in an extremely disappointed and sad, thanks to his expectations that are too high for suho to love him back.he should realize he is not qualified to Suho or actually Suho unfit for him.

He already reach luhan room,lay in desperation looking for luhan. Lay knows Luhan was a man who good in listening other furthermore he always persuade lay that are in grieve because in fact he and Luhan known since childhood and grew up together.He can't even find luhan,he was too depressed right now .He sat on luhan's roommate as he still remember how luhan hate people using even sit on his bed.he found penknife on a small table next to the bed and then took it.He wants to etch his hand as his heart was still scratched due to frustration unbearably.the knife already reach his skin he wanna push it deeply and pull over his hand but before he can he heard someone shouting ,he knows that voice ,the voice he was looking for he turn his face to the owner of voice and start crying as well he see him