Chapter #4 self harm🔪
So many people knew I had cut not because I told them but because sometimes they show. I had 97 cuts on my left arm. Cutting helped me a lot but I didn't tell no one. My mom never knew I cut. She just knew I liked hoodies and never wore shorts.
It never hurt me to but I don't want anyone else doing it. When I see other people cut I get upset. When I cut I don't really care. I know I might regret the scars in the future but oh well. All the blood I've lost is crazy.
My mom still had my dads old razors and I used them every night. I think like it as I'm getting the pain I deserve. I even cut on my thighs and stomach. I cut everywhere I had flaws except my face. I hated my face too but I didn't cut it.
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All alone
RandomAshley finds her self depressed since age 10. Her parents were never there and guys treated her like crap. She meets her best friend josh and let's see what happens.
