Sometimes I wished, I'd never grow up. I don't know if you can refuse puberty, but if I could, I would. I remembered those days when I wanted to grow up, fast. I used to wear my mom's heels and used to grab her lipstick from her purse and smeared them on my lips. There was a part of my life where I really did act like was a grown lady. I just watched all those movies with women and acted like I was one of them. But that stopped one day when my dad taught me a lesson.
I am Gwendolyn Drew Stoll and I am sick with all those girls who keeps bragging on how many boyfriends they had. I'm a petite brunette, and I have an annoying twin. While I'm the stranger one, she's the normal mean one. We have a lot of differences, but I'll skip on the personality and go ahead naming some physical differences. I have an untamed messy brown hair, while she has pretty curled Carmel hair, She has rosy cheeks, while I'm sun deprived, and the thing that you can easily differentiate us is that she's always with a pack of girls while I, looking like a huge mess is there all by myself, well except when I'm with Carter, I guess. Call me a weird tomboy or anything, but I will never fit in with the other girls. They're just too drama-ish.
What I meant to say is that at day I am Gwendolyn Drew Stoll a girl that you judge as weird while at night I'm a girl who ends up thinking what my life would be if I was one of the fictional characters in my favorite books. Sometimes I would imagine being in a perfect world, and it leaves me pondering on things like, why did Alice want to leave wonderland, or maybe why my closet doesn't lead to Narnia, or why I didn't have super powers, those thoughts were endless. Most of what I think while I'm on those sleepless nights is when will my Peter Pan show up on my window. It's a crazy thought, but that's what I really fantasize about. I'm sure I'm not the only one. and I end up falling asleep with these thoughts in my head.
Reasons why I want to go to Neverland:
1. I want to fly
2. I don't wanna grow up
3. I don't like to go to school
4. I don't want to work
5. Grandma and grandpa are there.
6. Nobody likes me here.
7. I like it there
8. I don't want to die
9. There are no bullies there.
10. I don't want to have blood on my vagina.
11. I want to have fun.
12. I want to fight pirates.
13. I want to see fairies, mermaids, and maybe there are unicorns there.
14. I don't want to make cooties.
15. I want to play anytime I want.
16. I'll never have early nap times.
17. I hate school and certain people.
18. I hate waking up early.
Join Gwen's journey upon stepping to adolescence. Will all her dreams be forgotten? will she be able to hold on them for a while? Find out, how she'll face a nightmarous thing called life.
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She dreamt of paradise.
HumorLiving in the world of reality that is full of cruelty just makes Gwen want to go right back to sleep and dream of her own world. As a child, life has always been easy for her, especially when she has Carter by her side. Gwen, a little girl, so naiv...
