Temptation (COMPLETED)

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I dont know why she looked at me so shocked isn't that what she wanted to hear me say. She just looked at me and she didn't say anything but she was smiling though.

"Christian you don't mean that your just in your feelings" I looked down at her and kissed her.

"No I mean it I love you ... You came to my rescue just now and you honestly didn't have to but you did so for that I love you and I will be by your side forever"

She smiled at me and ran her fingers through my hair and kissed me, I kissed her back and held her cheek.

"Come on we gotta get u cleaned up" Nikki said and we walked over to the sink she turned on the water and put my arm under it, it stung a little but oh well.

I know you guys are probably thinking how can you fall for Nikki so quick but I was depressed at the moment and she was there for me to make me feel good and she did a lot in that one moment. I know how my other friends or Lizbeth would of reacted and it wouldn't have been the way Nikki did, so for that I started to love her.

I looked at her and smiled "next time you pull some shit like that I'm smacking you" she said.

"Alright alright I got you, don't worry your here so why would I you're all I got" she smiled and looked down.

"But Christian are you sure your not gonna do this again?" I didn't look at her I just looked at my arm.

"Yea I'm sure Nikki ..... hey can you do me a favor can we head to the hospital I wanna see one of my friends"

"Sure, come on let's go now the suns still out" she cleaned me up and we left the house got in her car and headed over to the hospital.

We both got out the car and Nikki held my hand and we walked in. "Who are we here for again babe" Nikki said

"My friend Jason" she looked at me kinda funny.

"Wait wait Christian -" I went straight for the front desk

"Christian wait lemme tell you something"

"In a second hold up ... Excuse me I'm here to see Jason Matthews is he here?"

She looked at me a little confused and then looked at Nikki "sorry sir but Jason Matthews died over a few weeks ago" Nikki looked down and I looked at her.

"Wait what? No that's not possible he didn't get shot in any serious places what do you mean he's dead your lying he's not dead he can't be" I felt my eyes start to get watery.

I looked at Nikki and she was just looking at me "so you knew and you didn't tell me!? What the fuck is wrong with you"

"Christian I didn't even know you knew him until you said his name they had it on the news that he died but I didn't know that yah was friends" I looked at her and I was lost for words, I got so angry I pushed everything off the front desk.

I looked at Nikki and walked out the hospital and I felt Nikki following me I got in the car and just sat there, Jason was really dead because of me. I started to tear up and I saw Nikki get in the car to.

"Christian?" She held my shoulder and I pushed her away. "Dont touch me Nikki"

"Look Christian I know your mad that your friend died but you can't take your anger out on me" I looked at her and didn't speak.

"Nikki take me to Tribeca blvd 156-60 on James street please and dont get out the car I need go see someone real quick"

She waited a second just looking at me and started her car and drove to where I said, I was so angry and I wanted to just explode I just got outta jail and everything is getting worse staying in jail woulda been better then this.

An hour and a half later we pulled up to Lizbeth's house and I opened the door. " dont get out the car it'll be quick"

I walked up to her door knocked and I waited for a little bit and then what do you know Marcus opened the door and I pushed it open and closed the door and locked it so Nikki couldn't get in and Marcus fell to the floor.

I punched him in the face and saw Lizbeth run down the stairs and she tried to get me off and I pushed her away.

"SO YOU KNEW THAT JASON DIED AND YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO ME!? BRO OR NOT YOU SHOULDA SAID SOMETHING INSTEAD OF ME FINDING OUT YOU KNEW IT WOULD HURT" I kept punching him and knocked him out. I went over to Lizbeth and she looked at me in so much fear.

"Christian stop! What the fuck is wrong with you" I looked at her with so much anger.

"Bitch what the fuck is wrong with you, you tell me you love me and you dont want me to leave yet you back at the same shit, fucking Marcus!!"

She looked at me and pushed me out the way "leave me alone Christian what I do in my life is my busniess, we not together no more right and that's not your bro right?"

She was pissing me off I honestly didn't know who I was talking to cause this was not the Lizbeth I came to love so deeply years ago. I grabbed her and put her against the wall.

"So besides that why didn't you tell me that Jason died huh!? You knew that was my bestfriend and you didn't say shit to me you just let me go on guessing!"

She looked at me and didn't speak she looked so scared "so this the type of person you turned into since you been locked up you put your hands on the girl you love"

"Bitch I DO NOT love you and I never will ever again do you understand me!?"

She looked at me and her eyes started to get watery and so did mine and it was silent for a few seconds "fine I dont fucking love you either and you know what ... I hope this is Darren's baby because now I see that you ain't shit why don't you take of your baby with Nikki and leave me alone"

It broke my heart to hear her say that but I was more angry then sad. I let her go and just looked at her so hurt from what she had just said " you know what fine I'll leave you alone forever since that's what you want fuck you Lizbeth I'm glad I cheated on you cause you ain't shit either ... I hate you"

"Fuck you Christian I hate you too I wish I never fucking met you" I looked her in her eyes for what I think is gonna be the last time I'll see her and I walked to the door and left the house and got in the car.

"What did you do in there Christian?" She turned my face to her and looked me in the eyes.

"Just needed to clear the air on some things with a friend of mine and its all done now we can go home dont worry" she looked at me again and started the car and we drove home.