Gravity (Oh Sehun Fan Fiction)

Chapter 5

Please enjoy chapter 5, my Sebooty Addicts!

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"Faith is about taking the first step even if you don't see the whole staircase."
                               ~ M. L. K.
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Sehun POV

"Aish!" I screamed into my pillow. "What the hell is she doing?"

I sat up on my bed and rubbed my eyes. I haven't cried in so long, so why did i cry in front of her. She's doing something to me. I know she is! Aish, I feel like an idiot!

I checked my alarm and read the blinking numbers 4:27 AM. I got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen for food. As I passed Chanyeol's room I heard loud whispering.

"Shin-hye, if you don't want to do this, I understand. Asking you to dress as a guy because of Sm is going too far." Chanyeol's voice consoled.

"Channie, it's alright. I've heard the Sm rumors before. If the only way I can stay here is hiding myself from Sm then okay. It's fine, trust me."

I took a step back in shock. Sh-She can get kicked out. Why? Wait, that's it! That's how I can get away from her mind tricks and never let something like today happen again! I have to tell the managers! This is it! I found my way to freedom!

"Hey, Sehun." A voice whispered behind me. 

I gasped and jumped back, hitting Chanyeol's door in the process. I looked at Xiumin's straight face and knew I was dead.

"What was that?" Shin-hye's voice echoed behind the door.

Xiumin quickly grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. He slung an arm around my shoulder and yawned. At that moment, Shin-hye and Chanyeol swung the door open.

"Se-Sehun!" She stuttered.

I was about to make a clever remark when baozi over here "accidentally" stepped on my bare foot with feet bigger than his appetite.

"We're getting some left over baozis. Want some?" Xiumin yawned before flashing a smile at Shin-hye.

She smiled brightly but shook her head.

"Thank you, but Channie and I are talking about... family troubles. It's very i-important, and we need to sort it out." Shin-hye excused.

I glared at the two in the doorway. Filthy liars! Before I could do anything, however, Xiumin was already dragging me away. I heard the door close and groaned.

"Let go of me!" I scolded as I pushed him.

"Sehun, I know you heard them."

I licked my lips and pridefully nodded. He glared at me and pulled me to the kitchen table.

"Sit!" He commanded.

I scoffed and was about to challenge him, but he grabbed my shoulder and forced me down. I stared at him wide-eyed and slightly afraid since he was, afterall, dubbed strongest member of EXO. I gulped slightly and fiddled with my fingers.

"Sehun, you know all this is because of you. All this pain, suffering, annoyance, is because of you." I rolled my eyes but stayed silent. "But all of this love is also because of you - every bit. We love our maknae and deep down you love your hyungs. I don't know who changed you, but I know who can change you back."

I looked away and crossed my arms. I should have stayed in bed.

"Shin-hye."

The mention of her name caught my attention, and I scoffed.

"I truly think she can bring Oh Sehun back. I have my complete faith in her. Don't you want to change?"

"No, I don't!" I raised my voice as I stood up."In fact, I love who I am, and that girl is ruining it."

"Jinja?" He scoffed, getting up, too. "How can you ruin something that was already at it's worst?"

I looked away from him again and sighed, "I don't want to talk anymore, Xiumin."

"Well, I do. I'm your big broth-"

"No, your not! My big brother would never threaten me the way you all have! My big brother is back home watching over me, somehow trying to get me away from people like you! You all will never be my brothers! I will never be your maknae! And you know what?" I asked as tears fell...for the second freaking time!

I wasn't able to notice the other members and Shin-hye walking out of their rooms and watching Xiumin and I due to my outburst.

"I will never change even if I die trying!"

I turned around and ignored the shocked faces of the EXO members and pushed past them. I grabbed a hoodie and pulled it over my bare chest. I stormed out of the dorm and ran down the street.

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Shin-hye POV

"I have to find him!" I told the guys as I searched for a jacket.

Lay handed me his and I took it.

"Princess, you should just give him time to cool off."

I looked at the eight of them and scoffed.

"You guys don't get it, do you?" I asked.

They all looked at eachother and shrugged.

"What?"

I shook my head in disbelief and grabbed my phone.

"He's running away from his problems." I explained.

They furrowed their eyebrows and coughed awkwardly, still confused.

I groaned and yelled at them.

"He's going to kill himself, dammit!"

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Hello, Loves! First off, I know suicide is a touchy matter, but the next chapter will allow the plot to continue. Please, bear with me.

Besides that I guess thank you for all the reads, and I'm updating. Be proud of me, dammit! Just kidding.

See you, perverts later! 😊