He Knows...

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Jack's POV

I awoke on the bathroom floor. Still hearing my skype ringing. I get up and see that Mark has tried to call me over 50 times! He must be worried... But I can't let him see me like this. I throw on a long sleeve shirt and wipe away my tears. He calls again, This time I answer. I try to be my normal perky self. But I think he can tell I wasn't normal.

"Sean... Are you ok?" Mark asks me after a long silence. I can't tell him, not now. "I'm Fine! Just my normal old self!" "Ok... You seem off." Mark replies. "Off? No i'm fine!" I lift my arms up in the air, "Booper Dooper!" I scream. His face... It turned from happy to terrified in a matter of seconds... My scars. I realize my shirt had come down when I put my arms in the air. He saw my scars. I freak out and end the call. "He now knows I'm worthless!"

Mark's POV

I finally bring up the courage to ask. "Sean... are you ok?" I ask him. "I'm Fine! Just my normal old self." He responded. "Ok... you just seem off." I told him. "Off? No I'm fine." He raises his arms in the air, "Booper Dooper!" He screamed. I was about to laugh until I saw them... His wrists! They are covered in dried up blood and scars, Old and new. I am terrified! I guess my face said it all... *Click* He ends the call. I am so mad at myself! Why did I not say anything! He's probably traumatized...

Jack's POV

So many thoughts are going through my head. You're worthless. Mark knows! He's never going to talk to you again. You ruined everything! I can't do it, I know it would be easier just to end it all. But I don't know what my death would do, to the youtube community, my family, and most of all, Mark.

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