I'm tired of getting close to someone and living g them and getting attached. I put my heart and soul into this person and they leave. Just Like that. Before I can even say I love you. But if someone would like to tell me that's usually how it goes its not it really isn't it happens to a few select people. Not everyone.
Now I loved a boy once and he said he loved me but he doesn't anymore. Or at least doesn't appear to anymore. I miss him with all my heart but would never tell him that I would never ell him I still love him. "I do t love you like I loved you yesturday"MCR.
I still love him just not as much. I would do anything to get him back. But I feel as if my best wasn't good enough but i guess he never really had my best. I was very reserved with him and if I could try again wouldn't be that way and I would give him my best. See these are the things I'd tell people and if tell him but there's the other thing I'm so sure he doesn't care that it amazes me that I still care so much about him. When I feel he doesn't even think of me at all when the thought of him keeps me up at night. But I can't just go and get him back if I could I would but I can't and don't know how.
Love is not deaf nor is it blind it is what you make it. It is how you make it
So this chapter was just again getting u in on the drift of things thanks for reading 😘
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