Fucking My Teacher

The two weeks passed agonisingly slowly. It seemed like every second felt like a minute and every minute was an hour. By the end, I was close to losing my mind to boredom. All I had was my own thoughts with no one to share them with. How had I lived like this before? Jonathan had opened my eyes to a new way of living from the moment of his arrival. And I hated him for it. I was fine the way I was.
I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling. I was supposed to be in science right now but I wasn't in the mood. I sighed and walked over to the wooden desk set against the wall in my bedroom. I sat down in the chair and pulled out my drawing pad from the rest draw. I picked out my sharpest pencil and proceeded to draw his face. I tried to catch his likeliness but I could never do him justice. His face was far to perfect to be caught on paper. I got lost in my drawing and didn't realise my door opening until I heard the voice calling out my name. "Lexi?" I kept quiet, unable to speak as my breath caught in my throat. My bedroom door creaked as it was pushed open. I quickly closed my drawing book and shoved it back in the drawer. "What?" I asked as I turned to face him. I tried to keep my cool, not wanting to show him how much I had missed him. He stood in the doorway wearing a pair of tight black jeans, a white shirt that showed off his smooth chest and a black blazer jacket over the top. Black shiny shoes topped the outfit off. "Hey." He simply said. "What do you want?" I said as coldly as I could. He sighed and bowed his head. "Lexi look–"

"I don't want to hear it. You left without a word. What was I supposed to think?" I stood up and walked past him into the living room. "Jonathan?" Another voice called out and reached my ears through my open front door. The clicking of heels could be heard walking down the hallway. I watched as sarah almost walked past my door when she caught sight of Jonathan standing near me. Her face lit up and she almost skipped to him which darkened my mood even further. "Jonathan! I heard you were back. How was your holiday?" She said in her sickly sweet voice. "Erm... It was fine thanks. I just needed to clear my head." He said directing the last part at me.  I sighed showing my annoyance. "Well I can't wait to continue our tutoring sessions." She smiled and flipped her hair over her shoulder. An obvious sign of flirting. "Well thanks Sarah. Its good to be back. Will you excuse us, I need to have a word with Alexis." Sarah looked at me a little less than friendly. "Sure thing Jonathan. You know where to find me." She fluttered her eyelashes before making a show of swaying her hips sultry as she left. I glared at Jonathan who didn't notice because he was too busy watching her arse. My jealousy levels spiked. "What do you want to talk to me about?" I said, snapping his attention back to me. "I just wanted to explain my little trip."

"Go ahead. I'm listening." He moved to sit down next to me. He faced me. "I needed time to think about what I wanted. I needed to figure out what I had to do." He paused before continuing. "I needed to sort my feelings for you. I don't want to hurt you or..."

"Or what?"

"Or mess you around. You know we can't be together. Not like that. I could lose my teaching licence for good if we were ever caught. Not to mention that you're only 17. I'm a 24 year old man. I'm too old for you." He stood up and gave me a pitying smile. "I'm sorry. I just can't." He walked out leaving me speechless. It was a bit too late to not  mess my feelings about. He already had. But one thing was for certain. He did have feelings for me and that was all I needed to know. But how can I get him to change his mind? How can I get him to be with me? Even if it was in secret.