Dear Diary,
Why the fuck am I unlikeable? I try hard every damn time to be in shit but get pushed away. But, its cool I'm riding solo cause at the end of the day we all die alone. Fuck everyone I don't need people for happiness I have weed. I know I sound like an addict but people can just drive you crazy just 1 smoke can make you forget all the shit people did to you.
CAFETERIA
Lizzy: Hey bitch wazzup.
Me: Nothing.
Lizzy: What's wrong.
Me: Its nothing look I gotta go.
*I put my headphones in to tune Lizzy out. I walk out the cafeteria with my hoodie on going to my Dance club. 5 minutes later on the other side of the building I arrived as soon as I walked in I was the center of attention a dark skin girl in dance class? Yea I know unusual. These people claim to be so diverse and weird, but judge me with their eyes. I see the quick glances and whispers from ear to ear*
Random girl: *Whispers to her friend* What is she doing here?
Random girl's friend: Ugh I don't know look at her hair.
*The two bitches laugh while I sit down. 10 minutes later I'm still sitting in this hell hole with all eyes on me I turn up my music to block the whispers. I'm getting sooooo fucking fed up. The class continues to stare at me and now I have my breaking point*
Me: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YALL LOOKING AT!!!
*Everybody shuts up by then shocked by my sudden out burst. I get tapped on the shoulder*
Me: WHAT- Oh I'm sorry.
Teacher: Hi my name is Mrs. L but you can call me Lisa.
Me: Nice to meet you my name is Alexis Washington.
Lisa: Well its your turn to audition.
Alexis: Ok thank you.
*Mrs.L is veryyyyy nice unlike these stuck up judgemental ass bitches. She calls everyone to this dance room. Everyone sits down on the floor while I get ready to dance. I do a lot but I mainly dance many people put me down saying im not short enough, or I have big feet and is dark skin. This goes out to those wanna be bitches that were talking about me ENJOY. I turn on my song Rihanna- needed me. My whole body turns on the music gets me moving. Each beat, lyric, and rhythm blends into my body. I close my eyes and let my body respond to the music. I show up and show up finishing the song with a trick. I finish and open my eyes to see all the bitches that were talking shit mouths wide open. I smirk grab my stuff and head out. Mrs.L chase me but I speed up*
Mrs. L: YOU MADE THE AUDITION COME BACK MONDAY.
*I stop and my face lights up. I yell back okay and walk home. I get home and get a fruit salad from my fridge. I take a shower and put on some Nike joggers and a sports bra. I was scrolling through my phone and a message pops up from a dude that used to go to my school he's a Junior*
MikeyBoiFlex: Hey.
ImperfectGirlMonae: Ummm hey?
MikeyBoiFlex: You remember me?
ImperfectGirlMonae: Yeah u used to go to my school.
MikeyBoiFlex: Yeah dats me anyways I had a confession. 😆
ImperfectGirlMonae: Ummm ok. 😐
MikeyBoiFlex: I used to have this big ass crush on you when I used to be at that skool. I wanted to ask u out extra baddddd. But I think u beautiful Ma and idk if u feel the same but if u do then u know when to hmu. 😉😉😉
ImperfectGirlMonae: Number 1 wasn't you the same person that asked Lizzy out MY BESTFRIEND. 2nd weren't you the one that used to call me ugly and talked about me to your friends, and third of all u already have a gf sooooo.
MikeyBoiFlex: Damn girl I made fun of u cause I liked you and wanted to hide my feelings, Lizzy lying, and that's not my gf that's my bestfriend.
ImperfectGirlMonae: Mannnnn swerve.
MikeyBoiFlex: Ok ain't nobody want yo how ass anyways.
ImperfectGirlMonae: Then y u in my inbox? 😂😂😂😂
MikeyBoiFlex has blocked you.
* Sit my phone down and laugh my ass off these niggas be funny asl 😂😂😂😂*
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Dear Diary
РазноеAlexis writes in her diary almost everyday stating the hardships in her life. Her only safe haven is her diary she never feels judged, out of place, or lonely, she feels like she can be herself. What will happen when someone reads her diary? Well fi...
