You did this to me Kian (DISCONTENTED)

ch. 4

NIRVANA P.O.V
When I woke up to my annoying ass alarm I rolled over to turn it off. I remembered my birthday is tomorrow and that's when I can get my tattoo. So I jumped out of bed to get ready for school I did my regular stuff (outfit at the top). I looked at my phone and I got a text from unknown.
Unknown: Are you going to school?😁
Me: Yes... who is this? Please tell me.
Unknown: I can't tell you but all you need to know is that I go to your school.
Me: Whatever.
Unknown: So what's up? 😊
This person is trying to make conversation with me, but I have no idea who this is.
Me: Nm just getting ready for school. Wbu? And can I at least know if you're a girl or a boy?
Unknown: That's cool and me too. And I am a boy. 😉
Me: Yeah and ig and cool.
Him: Yeah well I will see you at school. But you won't see me.
I decided not to text him back. I wanted to walk to school. When I got there I seen Kian and his group of people just waiting there. Kian was on his phone so I took the chance to get by him fast. And I made it I actually made it past him with out him seeing me. I went to first hour and it went by fast.
Now it's 6th hour and it's music! And all of a sudden Kian walks early wow. He comes and sits by me. Great. Then the bell rings
"Today class we are doing a project in here.And I will be picking your partner. " Mrs. Jackson said. I just hope I will not get Kian or Jc.
"Jc and Thele."
"Kian and Nirvana."She said the name that I did not want at all.
KIAN P.O.V
I got Nirvana. This is going to be fun.
"Well I guess I am partners with you little slut." I said to her what the hell is wrong with me. I want to get her to like me not hate me even more than she dose now.
"Yeah I guess we are." She said sadly. I was about to say something but then the teacher started talking.
"This is an out of school project and it will need to be ready next month so get with you partners and pick the song you guys are doing." She said. I know the perfect song we can do.
NIRVANA P.O.V
I turned to Kian. He looked like he was thinking.
"What song do you want to do?" I ask him.
"I was thinking about Monsters by Timeflies ft. Katie Sky." He said and my eyes lit up. I love that song so much. (It's a really good song y'all should look it up.)
"I love that song." I told him.
"Me too. So my house after school?" I got really scared what if he bullies me there?
"Yeah sure." I said kinda scared.
"Okay good. And since it's Friday you are coming to my house and practice more." He told me. And I didn't argue with him. Then the bell rang.
Skip to after school
I walked out if the school and waited for Kian. He walked up to me and said.
"Come on I ain't waiting forever." He said. Him waiting forever. I was out here for like 20 minutes. Whatever.
"I'm sorry." I say rolling my eyes. We got to his car and drove to his house. It was like 10 minutes from my house. "We are here." He said.
"Okay." I did not know what to say. We walk in. I look around his house. I was put out of my thoughts by him.
"Do you want anything to eat or drink?" He asked kindly. Wow he can be nice.
"Um... just water please." I say in a soft way trying not to make him mad. We walked to the kitchen to get water. And he looks in the house and he had non.
"We need to go to the store to get some." He said.
"No its fine I can drink tap water it's fine." I said.
"No we are going to the store." He said.
"Okay." I said above a whisper.
When we got to the store we got the water and then he wanted to get candy. I didn't say no to that. We got about $20 worth of candy.
"Kian that is way to much candy. We can't eat all of that." I said.
"What we don't eat today we can eat tomorrow." He said. And I nodded in agreement. We got back to his house and practice. It was about 10 at night now.
"Kian I need to get home now it's 10." I said.
"Okay let me take you home." He said.
We got in his car and drove to my house. And when we got there I seen my mums car in the driveway. I looked really scared. And I guess I was crying because Kian asked what was wrong.
"Nirvana what's wrong?"
"N-noth-ing is wrong."I said.
"Yes there is you are crying. If there was nothing wrong you would not be crying." He said.
"Its just my mum is back." I said
"Isn't that good?" He asked. He has no idea that it's a bad thing so I lied.
"Yes it is I am crying happy tears. She has been gone a month now on a business trip." I told him.
"Ooh okay. Well I will see you tomorrow at 10 right?" He said not sounding sure of my answer.
"Yes at 10 bye Kian."I told him. I get out of his car.
"Bye Nirvana see you tomorrow."Kian said to me. I walk to my front door. And I get really scared. I see her and she hits me and I scream loud, and the last thing I remember is seeing Kian push her off of me. And them it went black.
KIAN P.O.V
After she told me this I didn't belive her there has to be something more. When she walked in her house I heard screaming coming from her house. That's when I ran to her house as fast as I could. When I got there I had tears in my eyes seeing her mum beating her. Pushed her mum off her and her mum hit her head on the coffee table. I didn't stay there long enough to check if her mum was dead or not. I took Nirvana and put her in my car and drove to my house. I picked her put and put her in my bed and waited for her to wake up.
NIRVANA P.O.V
I woke up in a bed but not my bed. And a room that is not my room. What the hell Is going on? I look over to see Kian with puffy eyes. Has he been crying? Really can someone toll me what the hell is going on.
"Kian. Kian wake up." When I said that all the memories came flooding back. And I start to cry.
"Kian please wake up." I cry to him and then he wakes up fast.
"Nirvana your awake. Oh my gosh are you okay." He asked me.
"Yes but why and I'm at your house?"I asked him.
"You well your mum was beating you I heard you screaming." He told me.
"Ooh." Is all I could say. Then he gets me up to clean me up. When he was done he said.
"You can sleep in my bed I can take the couch." He said.
"No its fine I can sleep on the couch." I said and he didn't listen to me. So I went to his bed. I feel asleep fast
DREAM
I got home from school and I seen my mums car home. I walked inside and seen her there.
"Hey mum how was work?" I asked her.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU DAMN BITCH." She said to me and walked over to me. She hit me causing me to fall hard she kicks me and hits me. Over and over again.
"Mum please stop your hurting me!" I yell at her.
"GOOD YOU UGLY TWAT. YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A DAMN PUNCHING BAG TO ME NOW. AND THAT'S ALL YOU WILL EVER BE TO ANYONE. NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU!" She yelled at me I cry and she was hitting me over and over.
Then I woke up with Kian shaking me and yelling at me.
"Nirvana wake up its just a dream. You are safe with me."he said. I hug him tight. Then I remembered what he does to me. All the bullying.
"I see your monsters, and I am here to help you." Said Kian
"How can I belive you Kian you have bullied me for 9 years. You did this to me Kian." I said to him. He was going to say something but I got up and ran out the door. I had no idea where to but I was running. I ran out in to the rode with out looking and I was hit hard. And it went black.
KIAN P.O.V
I ran after her what dose she mean I did this to her. I can't find her. Damn she is fast. I looked for about 20 minutes tell my phone rang. I looked at it and it was her number. Yes I was the person who was taking to her with out her knowing. I answered her as fast I could.
Me:Nirvana where are you?

Nirvana: Um sir. This is the hospital we did not have her parents number and you were the last person who she contacted.

Me:what happened to her please tell me.
I was starting to cry. What if she is dead?
Nirvana: You just need to get to the hospital fast.

Me: Okay I am on my way.
And with that I hung up and ran back home to get my keys.
At the hospital
When I got there I went up to the desk.
"I am here to see Nirvana May."I said crying.
"3rd floor room 208." She told me I thanked her and ran to the elevator. When I got up there I looked for the room.
"206. 207. 208!" I said happy but still really sad. Before I went in to the room the doctor stopped me.
"And who are you?" She asked me
"I am Kian Lawley you called me and told me that she was here and I need to come fast." I said.
"Ooh yes Kian. She had you name in her phone as Him. Why did she have it as that?" She asked.
"I didn't tell her that it was me. If I did she would never text me back." I said sadly. She pasts me on my back and said.
"If you really like her as I can tell you do find a new way of showing it."
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"She has cuts in her wrists and on her thigh she has your name on her leg but is really faint. Don't bully her show her you like her tell her it helps a lot." She said. I look at her wanting to cry. That's what she meant by 'you did this to me Kian.' The doctor let me in her room and I feel to the ground crying seeing her body laying there. I walked up to her and pulled up her sleeves and what I seen mad me cry even more. I kiss every scar and cut.
"Nirvana I don't know if you can hear me but I am sorry I am so fucking sorry." I told her and with that the heart monitor started beeping like crazy. I started to scream out the door.
"SOMEONE ANYONE I NEED A DOCTOR PLEASE HURRY!" I yell and with in seconds doctors came in. They told me I had to wait in the waiting room. I want there and I cried. I don't know what to do. I tried to ask what is happening to her but they didn't tell me. I love her to much for her to die. I need her.
I waited for 6 hours in that damn waiting room and them the doctor came out. He had a sour face. And I stated to cry hard
"Kian Lawley?" He said and I shot up fast.
"Yes that me." I cried he walked up to me and said.
"Kian..."
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Sorry guys but it's a cliff hanger.
A/N
Hey guys it's 10:39PM
QOTD: Who is your favorite YouTuber and who is your favorite band/ musician?
My favorite American YouTuber is Kian&Jc and my favorite "British" YouTuber is Casper Lee (even tho he is south African they still put him in British because he lives in London)
But anywho I am going to go.
Goodnight and BYEEEEEEEEEEE my Lil aliens ✌👽