my mind
destroys itself.
my brain works
in overdrive
to compensate for
all the other
stationery bits and pieces.
my prefrontal cortex
stings,
pain and regret naw
away at my left
cerebrum.
my entire life,
my memory,
my thoughts,
my conscience-
is being torn apart
by things i've
done,
the people i've loved,
and everything i wish
i hadn't.
