I loved you so much I forgot that I was ever busy hating myself. I loved you so much I even began getting out of bed early instead of not at all, just so I could see your beautiful face. I loved you so much that I barely even noticed all of the wilted flowers inside of me were starting to grow back and thrive again. I loved you so much that while I was trying to be perfect for you, I cleaned up my mess of a life, it still wasn't spotless but at least it was enough. I loved you so much I stopped slouching and started looking people in the eye. I loved you so much that you made me want to get better, and I did, oh my god, I did get better. I loved you so much just your touch made me feel things that I haven't felt in a long time. I loved you so much.
