Not Ever Again (a Yullen one-shot)

Not Ever Again

 I could feel the bumps of the train underneath me as I sat in the seat of the moving train. Kanda was beside me, I could see the concentration in his cobalt eyes. His black bangs hung over his eyes, making it a bit hard for me to see them... His long silky hair cascaded over his shoulders. I was surprised he allowed his hair to be down today. It was usually up in a ponytail.

"The hell are you staring at Moyashi...?" I could hear his deep gruff voice speak to me, his soft looking lips barely moving. For a moment, I couldn't find words but then I realized he called me by that stupid nickname again.

"It's Allen BaKanda!" I snapped a bit irritably.

"Che..." came his reply. I felt my mood go sour and a grumble slipped passed my lips.

"I'm average size... Everyone else is just freakishly tall..." I grumbled.

"You're still just a beansprout." Kanda said. I growled slightly and looked out the window... I could have sworn I saw the ghost of a smile on his lips.

Suddenly, I felt the train jerk to a stop, my stomach dropped at the sudden movement and I was thrown from my seat.

"Fuck!" Kanda spat, stopping himself from falling by grabbing the seat in front of us "the fuck is the matter with this fucking train?!"

"Yelling at it isn't gonna make it better BaKanda," I chided, rolling my eyes at them.

"Shut it Moyashi," he growled.

"It's Allen BaKanda!" I replied hotly, sticking my tongue out at him, but he didn't seem to be paying attention, he was looking around, it was then when I noticed the lights flickering on and off.

"Moyashi, use your eye thing now," He growled at me.

"It's All-"

"Just fucking do it already!" He snapped, cutting me off. I quickly nodded and activated my innocence, feeling the warmth of it's power grow inside of me, the vision in my left eye grew dim as I looked around, and then I saw the red glow of an Akuma...

"Kanda! There!" I shouted, pointing at the elderly woman in the front row. I saw the quick blur of Kanda run at the woman with Mugen. The train rumbled and trembled around us, and I saw Kanda look back at me.

"Moyashi!" He shouted, pointing at something behind me, as soon as I turned around, pain shot through my head and darkness enveloped me, I felt my legs grow too weak to hold me and they crumbled, causing me to hit the ground. I lost my sense of hearing after that and soon lost consciousness.

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My head throbbed, I could feel nothing but a cold, stickiness cling to my arms. My eyes fluttered open, but I could not see a thing... Everything was very dark... Not completely black... But dark... I could see some shadowy objects, but it was more of a silhouette... One particular shadow grew larger, it looked sort of like a human. I felt panic set into my heart, who was this, what if whoever it was had bad intentions for me!? Why couldn't I see!? Where was Kanda? Where was I!?

I sat straight up and scrambled backwards trying to get away from the figure. "Calm down Moyashi. It's just me." Kanda's gruff voice spoke.

"W-where a-are we...?" I asked, cursing my voice for being so hoarse, and weak sounding.

"Hotel room. I had to get your weak ass out of there when you got knocked out." Kanda grumbled. I felt the bed dip ever so slightly when he sat down.

"How... How'd we get here...?" I asked.

"I carried you..." Kanda murmured, his voice grew softer... It always did when he was concentrating on something... "Your eyes... They're all clouded..." He muttered.