Still alive

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What have I done? Ikuto asked himself.

Ikuto POV

what have I done? I looked at my best friend lying there with blood spewing out from her. How did this happen? Why her? I tried to help her, but it wasn't good enough!

She is now lifeless because of me. I tried to help... I TRIED! It's not my fault! IT'S NOT MY FAULT! Someone help me! IT'S. NOT. MY. FAULT! Or is it? You know what you've done, you can't go back now, and it's too late! Because... IT IS YOUR FAULT!Go away conscience.

No it isn't my fault! It isn't... And what will you do now, when there's no one else who understands you like Amu?Cold tears are rushing down my face. They're taking her away, nothing good happens when you go in an ambulance.

Give her back! Give me back my friend! GIVE HER BACK! This is my fault! I admit that I'm the one to blame! So give her back! 'But what if she gets hurt? I can't look at myself if that happens!' That's what I thought, and look where it got me!

I'm such a coward, a coward who couldn't even save the life of his only friend. Those last words from Amu rang in my head."You know Ikuto... To tell you the truth... You're my only friend"she smiled sweetly at that.

"YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER CHANGE!" I didn't I was only trying to protect you. "YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE!" Amu... I sorry... I so sorry! Please just bring back that smile! I'll do anything... ANYTHING! Just bring her back...

Amu... Forgive me... Please... I'm so sorry... Amu...

5 more years later

A new year is starting today, those memories still haunt me every day leaving me with sorrow and regret. As I walk through the gates of Seiyo High thinking about how I only day dream in class and stuff, so what's the point of me going to school if I'm not learning a thing? As I reach the gates of the school, I strolled in like most of the time. Not giving a shit to anything on my way to my locker. I grabbed my books and headed to class early.

Why head to class early? Because there's nothing good to do elsewhere. When walking into the class on the first day back at school, you have to pick the right place to sit. There are the front people who are nerds.

Middle people who are just gross, and back people where the popular kids sit. I am known for one of the most charming boys in school. Did I want that? No... It all started because I help this one girl out, the others thought it was charming and so on. I didn't want to act like one of the cool kids so I sat in the third last row, 2 rows before the gross peeps.

Not long after, people started to swarm in like bees. God these people are so noisy, once they start talking there's not stop to it, unless it was the teacher. Soon the bell went to start the first lesson.

The teacher walked in to teach us about history, why would they teach us about something that's already past? As the teacher was writing things on the board about warfare and civilisations, I was bored to death tapping my pencil repeatedly on the table.

Then he said something, but I didn't care until I saw a glimpse of pink. Pink? What? I quickly looked up and saw what had caught my eyes, a young girl with pink hair stood next to the teacher.

Who the hell has pink hair? There is only one person I known who had pink hair... Shocked at my thought. Wait... No it can't be! I gazed at her with shock. Is... Is that... Is that Amu?

Amu POV

I was waiting at the front of my new classroom, I was excited and nervous at the same time. I hear the teacher introduce me to the class, I stepped in and look at my new classmates."Yo." I said with a smile.

"My name is Hinamori Amu. Yoroshiku!" I'm so happy to be able to make new friends, it's been a long time since I've had one, but my façade doesn't help."Amu...?" I hear a boy call out my name; I turned to him and see something familiar.

"Ikuto..." My smile disappeared as I looked at him, he did not look much different to when he was a kid. "I can't believe you're still alive!" He looked shocked to see me. Tension was building up; the whole class was staring at us. "Yes I'm still alive!" I said back harshly.

"Would you prefer me dying in that accident?" He just looked at me with his eyes widened. "No. I didn't mean it like that!" He yelled. Every one gazed at us with confusion.

"Excuse me Mr. Nox, I will like to leave this class for today if that's okay" I asked the history teacher. "Sure Hinamori-san, you still need to recover from you condition!" He smiled and I started walking out. A least someone understands, I signed.

Ikuto POV

She excused herself and started walking out. "WAIT!" I yelled grabbing her attention. I got out of my seat and ran towards her, " Hang on we need to talk" I said calmly. The whole class was silent, she wasn't speaking, no one was. I reached for her shoulder... But before I could have touched her she grabbed my wrist and pulled me over her shoulder causing me to land with a

BANG!

I opened my eyes and looked at her, I was on the floor and she looked down at me and there was no emotion in her eyes. "Don't you touch me?" She said before storming out of class. Everyone was shocked and was looking at me with widen eyes.

I still couldn't believe... Amu's alive...

Amu POV

Out of all the people it had to be Ikuto, out of all the classes I had to be with Ikuto, out of all the schools, Ikuto had to come here. Why? Will I always get reminded that my only friend who I cared for so much left me, and that I was caught up in that accident because of him? I started to cry as I walk out of the class.

Thud

Not now, as I roughly inhaled the air in, my heart slowed down with a thud every time. This is no good, first day at school and I can't even get though the first hour? I lean myself against the wall balancing myself.

Soon it came to stop and started to walk again. Slowly one step at a time, trying to breathe the cold air as I headed to the car. There was my mum smiling softly and was waiting for me to reach the car after I just called her about 5 minutes ago.

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