Half a heart[h.s] ❌

1- Little me.

 I'm really exciting for this chapter !!! I'm studying and writing it at the same time  LOL XD anyway i'm going to college in 4 months :O can't believe it !!
Byw Anna is that girl in the Pic. It's the nearest to how i imagined her.

Have loads of fun guys !! X

Song of the chapter:
Little me by little mix.
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It was 5:30 a.m. a rainy morning. In a small nice neighborhood, there were a not bad of a house where Anna lived With her parents and her elder brother and younger sister In a small town called Bersonin Hills.

She was at her last year of high school. She was a beautiful and nice person who is loved by her family.

 She was a hard worker. Her dream was to be a researcher of astronomy. It looks odd, but she always just adored the stars and dreamt of discovering the unknown world in the space.

With all of her beauty of outside and inside, she had doubts about herself. When anyone complemented her, she just started thinking if that was true. She always had the feeling that in the end she'd let them down.

let me show you her story when her world went upside down by that boy with curly hair, green eyes and bad attitude.

Anna's POV :

I was studying in my room in early morning. Books are everywhere around me on the bed. I liked to study on my bed. It was comfy so why not.

As i was taking school from home it didn't really matter where i would study. My parents always tried to persuade me to go to school like normal teenagers like my sister who was just one year younger .

The thing was that i didn't think i fit in there. And really i prefered having my own confidence and peace zone. They didn't understand me and though i was antisocial. I didn't mind that though.

So here i'm the only one awake in the house. It was my favourite time of the day really.

My sister on the other hand was sleeping after here night out with her friends at the cinema. She was my opposite. She was outgoing and full of life. And people just adored her. Sometimes i just wish i could be like her. Anyway she is my sis and I love her to death. She was my only friend too.

I got bored with studying and decided to go for a walk. I got off my semi sized bed i put my books away on my desk. I looked out of the window to see the quiet peaceful street. It stopped raining by then.Good.

I got my phone and headphones and headed down stairs. As i got downstairs, i heard the TV on. And of course my dad forgot to turn it off after the game last night. I turned it off and as i was about to open the front door, I heard my mom's voice.

"Anna !! Whare are you going, darling. It's really early" she said in her sleepy voice while heading to the kitchen.

I followed her,"I just wanted to take a walk ,mom".

"It's the weekend and the streets are empty. What if something happens to you and you couldn't call for help 'cause no one would hear you!! " She said dramatically.

"Mom, I'm not a child and can take care of myself. I'm almost 18 for God's sake."

" That doesn't mean you are out of danger." She said searching for her cup to make her coffee.

" Really what could happen in Bersonin Hills ?!! The last crime here was like a year ago or something.  Could you just not worry about me ?" I asked her.

She sighed giving in "Fine. You got a point. Go for it."

"Thanks mom. See ya." I said heading back again to the door.

"Oh..and Anie !! .." she called after me .

  "Yeah !! "

"We are going to visit our new neighbors today. You must come along .that'll be nice."

"can we talk about that later ? "

"That means you are not coming. " she said with a knowing look.

"You know me very well, mom" I chuckled stepping out.

The air hit my face and I shivered. It was cold but fresh. My favorite combination. Add to that the quiet neighborhood. I stepped our of the front of the house to start my walk.

I got my mobile out of my sweatpants' pocket. I was wairing a NYCU's sweatshirt that i got from TRANOVA shop last week and of course my baggy sweatpants. I went through my music library and played "I walk the line by Halsey". This girl's voice absolutely slays .

I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the music and the weather while walking. I started to thimk about my life. Well, my fake life in my head. I always thought about what would my life look like when i leave for university or when I be someone important. I also thought about myself with different character. I would be more talkative, less shy and maybe show more emotions. Most people if not all of them thought i was cold hearted. I just didn't show them the emotions that i should have showed. Was it that bad not to show bad emotions all the time ? I didn't think so . So why did they think that?  People were really confusing. I was the quiet, shy, petite girl, but they didn't have to judge me.I thought it was enough for me to judge myself. I had low self-esteem and not that big self-confidence.

I wanted to tell my parents to go to a therapist, but i never did. It's not that they wouldn't let me , but i don't want them to worry about my broken soul and mind. My brother, Sam, had enough history with therapy.  It wasn't that big deal , but for them it was. They didn't want their perfect son to have any problem. He was just over thinking just like me , but he couldn't take it. Here I was msybe 100% worse than him, but didn't tell anyone. No one knew that about me. I'm pleased with that till now. I didn't need my mom to overreact. Trust me that would be hell itself. Lol. I loved her so much, but sometimes i needed break from her. My dad would be sad over it. I was his favorite little girl. When I had big hurricane up in my head, I'd sometimes have time with him. He was my guardian angle.

As i was walking near the park, I heard something. It must have been really loud if I heard it over James Arthur's voice. I took the headphones off my head to hear what was going on.

" NO. YOU FUCKING WON'T !! " the voice said really loud. I took more steps forward to see who was that hoping it wasn't some sick criminal like my mom would think. the thought made me laugh.

I got close to see some one standing near a tree holding his phone. He was tall tough. I didn't recognize him.

" IF I SAY YOU WON'T, THAT'S IT. DON'T LET ME TAKE A PLAN RIGHT NOW AND CUT DOWN YOUR BALLS JUST LIKE THAT FUCKING TREE I'M STANDING NEXT TO!!  " The mysterious guy said turning his head. I thought he saw me 'cause he stop moving.

" I Thought so." He said into the phone holding my gaze. He put the phone into his pocket, but didn't move from his position. I didn't think i was closer to him. Now i could see his face. He was tall, way taller than me, with long hair , but i thought it suited him just well. His hair was wet but holden by sometime like a bandana.  He was wearing a plain wight shirt and a skinny jeans. Were these boots ?!! I giggled. Was he some model or something ?

"Didn't momy tell you that staring is rude ? And what is so funny , bunny ? " he said in a raspy voice. Did he just call me that ?!

"I...I'm...sorry. I just heard loud voice while i was walking" I said trying to hold my ground but failed miserably. He looked like someone you shouldn't mess with.

"Curious Much I see. What's is your name , bunny? " he said talking two steps toward me while taking out a cigarette.

"Umm.. I'm just talking a walk. I need to go." I said while talking steps back. As i was about to turn around, he held my wrist, shirking me backwards. Crushing our lips together...? What the HELL ?

He pressed his lips hard on mine. His lips were cold and smelled like cigarettes.  I pushed hard against his chest. Finally I managed to break free Then slapped him hard on the face.

He stepped back and saw him in shock then anger as his jaw was really sharp .

"WHAT THE HELL, BUNNY?" Was he sick ro something?!!

"You are madly sick! !! AND STOP CALLING ME THAT, ASSHOLE. MY NAME IS ANNA" I said at the top of my voice heading back to my home away from that disgusting person hoping not to see him again.