James drove me homw from school and it was almost compleat scilence, it seemed like hours befor we got there even thought it was only a 10 minute ride. "jade are you okay you seem a bit off, you havnt said a word to me" james looked realy worried
"James im so so sorry i cant do this anymore, its not you its me i just dont think the feeling we had at the start are the same now" i was so nervous for his response.
"I underatand, you dont like me anymore" he had a tear in his eye
"Im so sorry" i felt awful, like i just killed someone, there was nothing to describe the guilt i felt "no i get it" i sounded more angry than befor, i steped out of his car and befor he drove away he looked at me like he was compleatly hart broken and angry all at the same time. I walked into my house with a froun on my face and ran straight to my room befor anyone could notice. I threw my self on the bed a sighed, "jake are you home" i herd a vouce say, a voice i new belonged to my mum. I didnt really want to say anything so i could just have time alone but i didnt wamt her coming in my room at any point.
"Yeah"
"okay jade. What do you want for tea"
"Nothing im not hungry"
"Okay suite your self" i tried to forget about the whole day but i couldnt. It was only 9 but i decided to go to sleep.
