God damn i always fuck shit up.. How can people actually be friends with me.??? All i do is just ruin people's moods and cause complete chaos.. I hate being a depressed ass.. I truly do.. But I can't help it..
The reason why i say i'm alone is that i feel like people are faking to be my friends.. And one draw they're just gonna be so fucking fed up with me that they're just gonna leave me..
I always question myself so much it's literally depressing and somewhat heartbreaking.. I fucking joke about my insecurities at school.. And basically talk about my depressed ass 24:7
I'm sure you guys want to stick a fucking knife in my throat because you're so fed up with my bullshit.. Go ahead. You can leave me.. I understand if you don't wanna put up with my depressed ass.. The girl that fucks shit up for everyone. The girl that ruins everyones mood. The girl who struggles to keep her friends alive.. The girl who thinks she's not pretty, the girl who can't type properly, the girl who is in constant pain. The girl who thinks she's fat as hell.. The girl who wants to cry her eyes out every day.. The girl who would take a beating for you..
The girl you shouldn't waste your time with and the same one you should leave...
