The 4 delinquents next door

Chapter 26

"Justin. I don't know where to start" I tell him while sighing.

"From the beginning that always helps" Justin says, I nodded then laughed slightly at his joke. 

"I know that  I told you and the guys that I won't let what anyone says bother me but it's harder than I thought, I couldn't even get by two periods without walking out of class because all the name calling, I honestly thought that I could handle that, and I was doing pretty good but it's when that stoner kid came up to me" I say then stopped talking, and Justin gave me a small smile. 

"Go on" Justin says, and I nodded. 

"It was when that stoner kid came up to me then asked me to do a video with him, I asked him what kind of video,and then he said the same kind of video that I made with that guy." I told him but Justin butted in. 

"It's okay" Justin tells me, and I shook my head.

 "JUSTIN IT ISN'T.  I FEEL LIKE CRAP, IT DOESN'T HELP THAT PEOPLE KEEP MENTIONING THE VIDEO, AND I FEEL DIRTY. I CAN STILL FEEL HIM TOUCHING ME!" I yell at him even though it's not his fault so I shouldn't have yelled at him which makes me feel guilty. 

"You shouldn't feel like that, it's not your fault that Damien paid a guy to do that to you so therefor you shouldn't feel dirty" Justin tells me,and I nodded at him.

 "I really like you" Justin tells me.

"Yeah I know. Lee erm told me" I say.

"Oh, I am going to kill him" Justin said.

"Justin I really like you too but I just..." I was cut off.

"I get it your scared to date a guy because of what happened to you but you shouldn't stop that from living your life or Damien, and that guy wins" Justin tells me which made me nod at him.

"Get dressed" Justin tells me. 

I nodded at him but gave him a confused look, Justin just smiled at me before he walked out of the room, I went for a shower after he left then after my shower I  got dressed into a pair of light denim skinny jeans, and a top that says black heart. I put my hair into a high ponytail, put my converse on before walking downstairs,and the guys were sitting in the living room. I walked in the living room, and Justin stands up.

"Guys Stace, and I are going out for a bit" Justin says.

"Can I come?" Ryan, and Steven asked.

"No you dimwits they are going on a date" Lee tells them,and I looked at Justin with wide eyes. 

"Thanks Lee for spoiling it" Justin said, and Steven started laughing.

"You were going to take her out on a date, without her knowing it was a date?" Steven asked while laughing, and Justin nodded at Steven.

 "If you don't stop laughing I will slit your throat while you are sleeping" Justin tells him.

Steven gulped but nodded then stopped laughing, and then it's was everyone's turn to laugh at Steven.

 "Stop laughing, you know Justin would do it" Steven said, and Justin nodded then looked at me. 

"You coming?" He asks me. 

"Yeah" I say. 

I am going on a date with Justin, I think to myself while I'm totally freaking out because if I knew this was a date I would have dressed better, maybe changed into something more date like, and do something nice with my hair instead of a high ponytail.

"We are here" Justin tells me breaking me out of my thoughts. 

I looked to see where we are, I looked around to see a boat with a table set up then I looked to see Justin standing looking at me nervously, and I smile at him.

"Is this for us?" I asked him, and Justin nodded. 

"If I knew this was a date. I would have wore something better" I tell him while looking at my outfit. 

"You look gorgeous in what you are wearing the now" he tells me with a smile. 

"Really?" I ask him with a confused look.

Justin nodded then he took my hand, we walked on the boat where the  waiter was before we walked to the table, and I was about to pull my chair out but Justin did it for me. I thanked him before I sat down, the waiter walked over to us, and smiled.

  "What would you like to drink?" The waiter asked us, Justin looked at me, and waited for me to order my drink.

 "Sprite with ice" I say.

"Same" Justin said, the waiter nodded then walked away to get our drinks. 

"What you thinking about?" Justin asks me.

"How pretty the sky, and stars are" I tell him.

"Yeah, they are pretty" Justin says.

The waiter came over with our drinks, then asked us if we are ready to order our food,and we both nodded then ordered steak. We were just talking while we are waiting for our food.

"Justin what were you like before I met you?" I asked him, and Justin looked at me.

 "I will start from when I was a kid until right now" he tells me. 

I nodded, Justin started telling me about his past but Justin's past is just the same as anyone's really. Except the fact that his parents where always partying rather than looking after Lee, Mary, and him. Then he went on to talk about how he was like after Mary died, he always drank everyday then he used to fight guys at bars along with other stuff, and he used to smoke weed. I nodded at him while listen to what he was saying, and Justin looked at me.

"The only reason.." Justin was saying, and I cut him off.

 "You don't have to explain yourself to me. I understand" I tell him.

Justin looked at me before nodding at me, the waiter came back with out food, and when we finished eating Justin paid the waiter for the food. We walked along the beach then sat there for a while, and Justin looked at me. 

"Do you miss your friends from back home?" He asked me, I looked at Justin.

 "Kind of but what's the point in living in the past" I tell him, and Justin nods.

"Do you miss Brad, if you could go back in time, and change it would you still move in with Damien or would you ask your friends to stay at theirs?" Justin asks me, and I looked at Justin while thinking about it.

 "I miss Brad but more as a friend than a boyfriend, anyway sometimes it felt like we were drifting a part so I guess that's why he cheated on me, and I knew for a fact that when we went to college we would start seeing different people anyway. So no I would still move in with Damien because I met you, and the guys" I tell him, and Justin seemed to like that answer.

"Can I kiss you?" Justin asked me.

I nodded at him then we both leaned in before we kissed, and then we both pulled away.

 "We should probably go back home" Justin said.