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by differentlyperff

by differentlyperff

"Looked into your eyes and knew it was over"

- Grace, Boyfriends Jeans

Let me tell you from the beginning, this is not some happy story where the girls hearts broken and some really hot guy comes and notices just how hot I am and suddenly we are together and everything is rainbows and butterflies.

Because frankly that doesn't exist. I live in this thing called " the real world" where guys are huge jerks and the girls are just fishing for likes on the grams ( Instagram, for those who are living under a rock).

I guess now is a good of a time as ever to introduce myself, my name is Joana. Most people call me Jo, call me Joana and I will slit your throat. (not really calm down) I'm 19 living in California .. shocker i know

Any woo, not to be that stereotypical person who says society sucks and everyone is fake, but society sucks and everyone is fake

Take my now ex boyfriend, Austin, aka extreme dirtbag, thats besides the point * rolls eyes*. anyways Austin and I were together for about 2 years, everything was great and I thought I found the guy of my dreams. I loved him so much, he was basically perfect, well in my eyes he was. Always there when I needed to talk, took me to nice places, we lived together and we both had Disneyland passes! like can it get any more cliche than this? no it couldn't have.

Well everything was fine that is, until my best friend got pregnant! I was so happy for her... well until I found out that it was Austin's baby!!!! you can only imagine how pissed I was! and for the sake of time I will not go into detail.

Basically, a few things were broken and throw, harsh words were said. After I then moved out of our apartment and got my own place closer to the beach, changed my appearance and got a new job. yet, I kept my disney pass. What can I say I'm a sucker for Disney! judge me

And this is where I stand now. Alone, with the beach at my finger tips and my ex boyfriends jeans on my thighs.

I still love him.. I guess the heart does want what it wants.... dam you Selena.