after receiving the text message from my co-worker i went home, relaxed until about 7ish and got ready by simply throwing on a mint green tee with a peace sign on it and some white shorts and super long cardigan and i was ready for the night.
i took me about 20 mins to walk down the beach until i see a fire and a group of people hanging out with cups in their hand and music blasting down an otherwise empty beach.
"Joooooo" my co-worker Amber yells as she sees me approaching " you made itt" she sloppily slung her arm around my neck.
i laughed at her drunken stat
" you did invite me" i said to her
"oh my god you'r righttt, here take this drink, its um i think coca-cola and vodka, heavy on the vodka light on the coke!" she stated and i grabbed the drink from her hands taking a big gulp that finished off the drink
"thank you" i said as someone came over to us, a boy looking around ambers age.
"Amber why'd you run off like that? your way to drunk right now" he said "oh sorry I'm Matt, her boyfriend"
"Mattttyyyy, i love you so much baby you know that right, like if i had to pick between choosing you or a whole chocolate cake i would still choose you" she said and tapped his nose
"yes baby i know, come on lets go home"
"okayyyy bye joooo" she laughed and her boyfriend pulled her away
i gave a small wave to them realizing that i was alone again, i need another drink i nodded and walked to were the alcohol table was pouring myself and cup of coke and vodka, heavy on the vodka to quote Amber as i laughed at myself
"and what so funny at this table" i heard a guy say behind me
i looked and notice that smirk, one i had seen early today
"oh are you following me now? are you some crazy stalker i should be worried about?" i said taking a drink of my cup and already feeling a little buzzed
"you wish i stalked you here, but for your information my friend, Zayn, invited me here"
"mhmm and who is this Zayn person, and why aren't you bothering him instead of me?"
" well he is currently sucking the face of some girl over there" he pointed to a couple heatedly making out by the fire
"wow, pretty intense" i laughed " so if thats Zayn then who are you" i said pointing at him, this mystery guy
" Harry" he said and i took this time to actually look at him, he wearing some black ripped jeans and a black tee shirt with some tattoos on his arm and peeking out of his shirt, he's pretty hot if I'm being honest
" nice to meet you harry"
"likewise" he gave a small smirk
that is until a girl comes from behind him and throws her arms around his neck and pulled him down to her lips, wow okay, i take another sip of my drink looking away giving them their space.
" baby why are you over here? i thought you would have come found me by now" she pouted her lip. don't get me wrong this girl was really pretty, long legs,blonde hair, and fair skin
he glanced between me and the girl " Ashely, i didn't know you were going to be here" he said
" of course i would come baby, why wouldn't i?"
"well i didn't know you knew about tonight" he said
"well you know, miranda was invited by your friend and she told jessica who told me" she smiled happily
" well ill see you later" i cut in and walked away quickly, i do not care about their story plus i can feel my self becoming drunk.
i stumbled closer towards the fire and sit down in the sand, listening to the music playing starting at the fire.
i can't believe where i am in my life right now, i always thought my life would be different, i guess my life has never been normal. life kind of sucks if I'm being honest. i guess i can't really complain because people have had way worse lives than mine. I'm just selfish and i hate myself for it, why do i do this, i don't deserve to be here..
"hi" a guy said to me as he sat next to me in the sand and i look at him
"hi" i replied letting it be silent between us with just the music and people around us to be heard
" im Niall" he mumbled. he's cute, sandy dirty blonde hair blue eyes
" your cute, and i don't usually tell people that but you are and I'm pretty drunk, and I'm not a fun drunk i must inform you" i stated he just looked at
"i am more of the emotional drunk, and it sucks because i get all into my feels and thats what i want to avoid you know, cause feelings suck and once you get them you think your happy and in la la land but then that happiness fucks your best friend and get her pregnet, you feel me?" i mumbled not caring if he was really listening " why are guys idiots? all of them?- you why are you an idiot?" i ask the guy
he laughed a little " I'm not so sure as to why I'm an idiot, I'm sorry." he paused "but you are right"
"right about what?"
" feelings do suck, they suck so hard" he said looking at the fire
" right" i mumble " i think i need some water" i say and begin to stand up
" here let me help you" Niall says grabbing my arm and helping me up
" thank youu"
we both walked over to table again and both grabbed water
" niall can i ask you a question" i asked and we walked back to where we were siting
"ask away" he said
" do i have like a sign on my forehead that says ' i deserve shit' because thats what it feels like" i mumble " cause first it was my dad and mother, then my boyfriend and friend, so pleas tell me, do i have that on my forehead or something?" i sighed resting my head in my arms
" not that i can see..." he said seeming like he didn't know what else to say " what happened?, if you don't mind me asking?"
" a whole lot of shit" i simply said leaving it at that " i need to go home i mumble once again once i finished my water
" you can't drive your still drunk" niall said
" im not driving stupid, I'm going to walk home i live down the way a bit" i stated
" ill walk you then" he said
"whatever" i sighed not caring, my bed is where i want to go to right now
we both got up and left the beach walking towards my house
"so what were you doing at the party" i asked and pulled my sweater over my body tightly as the wind picked up.
"my friends invited me but I'm not that into party to be honest" he said starting at the ground
" cool cool, i love parties, parties are fun and no body cares if you make a fool of yourself cause everyone is to drunk or making out with a person" i stated
" that is true, but i also feel like its a waste of time" he said " we could being so much more with our lives but we desire to party" he shook his head " but never mind, its stupid"
" i get where you coming from" is all i said before counting to walk in silence to my place.
" well this is me," i said point to my door " thanks for walking me i guess" i said
" yeah its not problem" he rubbed the back of neck " ill see you later than..." he mumbled
" yep.." i said " goodnight" i gave a small wave and opened my door and walked inside
all i did was walk straight to my room and collapsed on my bed passing out in my clothes, even with the my shoes on my feet
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