THIS IS MY STORY AS 13 YEAR OLD GIRL..... I HVE A BOYFRIEND THT SMOKES AND WANTS R RELATIONSHIP TO BE A SECRET DID I FEEL HURT?? YES.. I WAS HURT TO FIND OUT THT MY CRUSH WANTED US TO BE A SECRET IT HURT ME BAD I WANTED ANSWERS AND I WANTED THEM NOW!!! I COULDNT UNDERSTAND Y HE FELT THT WAY.. WAS IT BECAUSE HE THOUGHT PEOPLE WOULD LAUGH AT HIM OR CUZ HE THOUGHT I WAS WEIRD ??? I LOVE HIM I REALLY DO BUT WAT WILL IT TAKE FOR HIM TO SEE THT I LOVE HIM AND I WANT HIM TO BE WITH ME FOREVER BUT IF FOREVER MEANS BEING HIS SECRET THEN I WANT NOTHIN TO DO WITH HIM AND I REALLY DONT WANT THT TO HAPPEN.
WELL LET ME EXPLAIN MY LIFE BOYFRIEND TO
FIRST OF ALL HIS NAME IS JORDY HES 14 AND HE SMOKES IM NOT GONNA LIE I SMOKED BEFORE AND I DRINK AND IK ITS WRONG BUT WHEN IM SAD I SMOKE AND HE HELPS ME SECOND OF ALL HE IS A PAIN IN THE ASS BUT HES REALLY SWEET ...IN THE BEGINNING HE WAS NERVOUS AND HE DIDNT KNW WHAT TO THINK OR SAY BUT AFTER LETTING HIS FRIEND TALK TO HIM HE CAME THRU NOW HE TALKS TO ME HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME HE KISSES ME IN PUBLIC LOL AND HE COMES TO SEE ME EVERYDAY.......I STILL HVE THE SAME THOUGHTS BUT I TRUST HIM TO DO THE RIGHT THING
CUS HERES A SECRET THT NO ONE KNWS JORDY IS GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL AND IM IN 7TH GRADE HE KNWS BUT YET AND STILL HE WANTS ME TO STAY WITH HIM HE HOLDS ME LIKE HE WANTS A SQUEEZE AND KISSES ME LIKE HE WANTS A BABY IDC WAT ANYONE SAYS HES MINE AND I CANT LET HIM GO I WENT FROM BEING THE UGLY GIRL TO THE BEAUTIFUL GIRL ,THE FAT GIRL TO THE GIRL WHO WAS JUST RITE FROM THE LOSER TO THE POPULAR GIRL I GROWN ALOT TO BE HONEST I WORKED HARD TO GET TO WHERE I AM NOW AND I NEVER WANT TO GO BACK TO THE WAY I USE TO BE BUT I THINK IM READY TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM
I KNW WHAT UR ALL THINKING
" Y TF IS THIS GIRL WRITING ABOUT HER LIFE "
WELL TO BE HONEST I HVE NO ONE ELSE TO TALK TO AND IF UR ONE OF THOSE STUPID PEOPLE WHO WOULD SAY Y DONT U TALK TO UR BF WELL SMART ASSES THTS KINDA THE POINT OF ME WRITING THIS CUZ I NEED ANSWERS TO ALL MY QUESTION MY LIFE IS CRAZY AND COMPLICATED AND NO ONE UNDERSTAND ALL THE PREASURE THT GETS PUT ON ME EVERY DAY SOMETIMES I JUST DREAM ABOUT BEING WITH A DIFFERENT FAMILY JUST FOR A DAY CUZ MY PARENTS JUST DONT UNDERSTAND MY LIFE AT ALL AND OF COUSRE ITS HURTS BUT WE ALL GO THRU SHIT RITE ??
BUT LET THIS BE A TIP TO SOME OF U IF U HVE A BF THT THINKS HE TO GOOD FOR U THEN MOVE ON CUZ HES OBIVISLY ISNT THE ONE IF ANYONE NEEDS ADVICE OR JUST WANTS TO TALK INBOX ME OR U CAN GIVE ME A QUESTION AND ILL WRITE ABOUT IT
-----OH YEA MY NAMES HAZEL AND THIS IS MY LIFE AS BEING A 13 YRS OLD GIRL!!!
