Why do I feel so much hate?
Why do I think I'm second rate?
Why do I feel like no one cares?
This is pain I can hardly bear
Every day is just the same
My feelings at first are very tame
But then the joy disappears
And I'm suddenly filled with fear
I'm scared that I'm gonna lose it all
And into darkness I will fall
I never know what to do
My happy days are very few
I don't know why I even try
Maybe I should just fucking die
But what if my thoughts are wrong?
And people cared all along
It's all a risk, what should I do?
Do I stay or am I through?
I just wanna get rid of my depression
Because my death is my obsession
