The one and only

Chapter One

"Hey.. What are you doing here?" I asked in a somewhat surprised, anxious with a tone of extremely pissed off.
"I came here.. Because...I need you Jay.." Erin sobbed "Jay don't leave me.. I'm sorry.."

36 hours earlier;
Erin Lindsay the love of my life, the one who broke my heart but is back stood at the door, waiting for me, looking as sexy as hell. I had just come back from my security job and we were ambushed and my friend Tony was shot.. Right in the chest. It was all my fault, I thought as I sat in my car, forcing myself to go and talk to her. As I walked through the back entrance, Erin Lindsay the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, stand there with a longing- look that has a load of messages: from are you okay?? To I'm here for you?? To I love you and it wasn't your fault! However deep down I knew it was.

Erin's POV
As soon as he walked in I knew that he would blame himself. Instead of that signature smirk, the one that makes my heart flutter, his eyes where brimming with tears, threatening to spill. His face painted the picture of guilt. As I walked up to him I gave him one of my looks, the one that meant a thousand words, mainly the ones I couldn't say. All I wanted was to be there for him like he was for me. But as Jay walked through that door I could tell that this would be difficult but we would pull through. Together. As I looked up at him, and stared into his piercing blue eyes, I asked "Jay, are you okay?" I knew it was stupid to ask but it was all I could choke out, this emotional thing wasn't my strong point but I didn't imagine I would get the answer I was expecting and kind of hoping for...

AN: hi guys I'm Ella.. I'm sorry if this is bad, this is my first fan fiction. I will try to update weekly but I can't promise as I have exams coming up. Feedback is welcome!!!