Ok so I know I haven't updated in a loooooong time, and I'm sooooo sorry! I've been going through a lot! No excuse but it's been tough. Anyway my grandma passed away 5 months ago and it tore me apart it still does but it's been really hard without here. I also found out I'm pregnant I'm 23 weeks and I've had appointments left and right, I also have seizures and I was having a ton during school I had to become homeschooled. So it's been tough. So I'm going to start updating again, it'll be every 2 weeks, I promise I've missed writing so much I really wanted to get back to it, so I hope y'all forgive me! I love you all and thanks so much for sticking around and reading!! 😘😘