This was year 8.. I was so pumped for this year I walked into school looking for Tara and too see her smile and ask her how shes going and something in her looked off, but I ignored it silly me. By mid year 8 I was getting feelings and I didn't know how to deal with them I felt a pain in me that I couldn't control so I remember a night where I thought I know how to stop this pain I can cut myself and feel something else for a change. It helped it really did but then the rumours started of me. By this time there was something still off with Tara and she told me her parents got a divorcé, I knew it as something else. So by the last term I talked to my mum to let me move school because I couldn't stand any of it. She moved me to A all girls school. I left my best friend and I wasn't good with making friends. In October I was struggling so much. I couldn't go a week without self harming and being around girls all day makes me feel like I was a ugly cow. I hated the fact I left my best friend with those mean girls.
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RandomSo hi. I know no one is gonna read this but here we go. This is all true so please don't make fun of me. Also i have dyslexia so ha goodluck xx
