Shin Hye’s POV
It’s been almost 5 months and I’m glad Yonghwa is still with me, even tho it’s harder to hide the Lies that I told him, hope he can understand me. I’m only a person who loves someone, that’s not a sin right?
Sorry Yonghwa. For my selfishness, but I can’t let you go. I just can’t
She’s been looking at his sleeping figure for God knows how long now, he’s mumbling words that she can’t hear clearly, but his words seems too painful to hear. She traced his face, trying to remember every line, the texture of it. Call her selfish, she doesn’t care.
Then her phone vibrated. She received a text from her friend hyori
“Shin hye-ah! How are you there in New York? I know you’re happy! Knowing you’re with him! I miss you! Will see you soon ahrasso? I love you!” Hyori is her bestfriend aside from Yonghwa, she knows her too well, she also knows about her true condition; that she doesn’t have leukemia at all. Glad Yonghwa’s still with her, even tho he’s still so distant whenever they’re together, she understands him. But she’s still hoping that one day, yonghwa might come to his senses and find out that she’s the one for him and not that Seohyun BITCH.
“Oppa! Come home now I miss you so much!” he’s seeing her thru skype, seeing her doing her aegyo makes him want to cuddle her now.
“Soon Seohyun-ah! Soon! I promise! We’ll live happily after this. just wait for me okay?”
But suddenly her expression changed
“No! Don’t come here! I’m tired of all your promises! I don’t want to see you anymore!” she said, tears flowing in her face, those painful sobs he’s hearing squeezes his heart more
“Hyun please understand. Shinhye needs me now” he said in desperation
“NO! I need you more oppa! How come you put her first?! She’s lying!!!!”
“Hyun! Is that really you?? How come you can’t understand me?!”
“Because you’re stupid oppa! So stupid! When you come back here, you won’t see me anymore!!!!”
Then she’s gone. He tried calling her again for so many times but he still failed, she tried to contact his brother’s but they’re not answering, he screamed in frustration. Seeing her face like that makes him want to go home to Korea as soon as possible
Then He woke up, drenched in his own tears and sweat. The same dream, he’s been dreaming about Hyun saying those hurtful things to him. It’s been 5 months but still, there’s no news to her. He’s been calling his dongsaeng’s but they just change the topic everytime he’s asking about her. Everyday he’s been calling her call, message or email, but seems like she forgot about him already. Even a single call, how come she’s not contacting me?? I do believe she saw it
Flashback
“Minhyuk-ah! Make sure you’ll give it to her ahrasso? This letter is so important! That’s the only way she can understand with everything that’s happening right now”
Minhyuk nodded at him sadly, They’ve been depressed to find out that He’s going to New York with Shinhye for her treatment. It’s too rushed so he can’t do anything about it.
End of Flashback
There’s no day that passed that he doesn’t think of her, her Goddess, her Princess and her Lovelight. He’s so desperate to hear her angelic voice, to watch her graceful moves and he just want to see her right now, be with her every moment, feel her body next to him. He hugged the pillow, imagining that it’s seohyun.
