Laurance's Journal//FF~The Morning After~*UNDER EXTREME EDITING*

The "Asshole" Part 5

Laurance

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I woke up a few hours later i felt my head and realized what had happened i ran to the bathroom and took a shower quickly, the blood stopped... i hate living like this... especially having to go to school like this everyday Garroth has been rather observant of me all my scars bruises, and cuts.. i keep coming up with excuses i hope i can keep this up if i don't i might just get killed...

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Mom It should've been me I'm so sorry....I whispered to myself.

No kidding. My Dad said mockingly.

What do you want Sir...I said under my breath, as i answered as if he were a stranger.

A stranger... Is what he is to me...

What do i want? Oh Laurance you better not be sassing me at all because unless you want to be rewarded i suggest you shut your mouth. He replied.

Finish your homework because i have to take Cadenza to her work since she has a great future ahead of her. You at least have something going and if i hear you failed your test you and i will be rewarded. He said as he walked out of the room.

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Of course another one of his games we play this game no matter what he doesn't want me eating food at all if  he catches me he would hit me in the stomach until i threw it up and then i would have to eat again.... Then the game called "Cleaning" supposedly means washing the dishes i am timed and if i  am later even by one sec then my dad would threaten me with a knife at his hand... finally when Cadenza is out of the house i have to clean the house and look for anything The Ass hole asks me or i will get beat up if i do what i am told i would eat scraps from dinner if Cadenza is home before "The Dumbass" Is done cooking than i will be able to eat at the table its just how this works....

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Knock

Knock

Come in...

hey brother i just came into check on you dad said you tried to kill yourself again...Laurance its not your fault..." Cadenza Said trying to cheer me up.

Eh...? Oh....I-I'm fine........I umm just need to finish my homework and ill be downstairs. I replied with that she left and added.

Laurance i made brownies if you want so-

YES I WILL BE RIGHT DOWN THANKS!! I hugged her out of no where.

Laurance...your acting like you haven't ate in a while... you okay?

............Couldn't be better heh. I responded awkwardly rubbing the back of my neck, with that she left.

I ran down stairs and smelled the aroma of the sweet smell or the brownies being cooked, i drooled and didn't notice.

Hey Cadenza! And Laurance! The strange man who happened to live with us said faking a smile at me.

Hey dad! Cadenza replied cheerful.

What you cooking?

Brownies!

Oh Laurance is allergic.

W-What? No he isn't.

NO IM NOT!

Yes you are Laurance. my "Dad" Looked at me sternly.

What's going on?? Cadenza asked confused.

Nothing, just wanted extras is all. He kissed Cadenza on her head.

Aww well Dad Laurance looks really hungry plus i made lots! Cadenza said as i saw he looked at me.

~Later that day~

"That was delicious Cadenza I'm going to sleep cya!" I ran up the stairs hoping i was safe from my "dad" giving me a surprise "gift" The coast was clear but so i thought... until...

BAM!

I was punched in the face, i could feel my face swell up, but i shook it off and went straight to bed, i didn't see him leave but i had a feeling he would not say a word we don't talk after my mom's dad, i always wonder why he even lets me live he says he rather keep me alive and suffering than die were i would see mom, IF i were to go to heaven.....

*The very next day*

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ring

ring

i had punched my alarm clock of the desk and with that i made my way out of bed by slowly going down it like a slide only at the edge of my bed were i flung my hands down pushing me down as i felt my skin touch the cold hard-wooded floor(we all know that feeling on a Monday X3) i lazily stood up gathering my clothes for school placing it on my bed then flopped my face forward on the bed. I quickly turned at the clock i had thrown and checked the time and saw it was 7:58 Homeroom starts at 8:20 i didn't care but i got dressed or else i would have to panic for real. So i quickly put on my clothes and brushed my teeth made my bed did my hair, etc. I ran downstairs with my backpack avoiding the kitchen of its existence, because, i obviously don't eat breakfast, so i walked out of the house and walked to school, where i noticed, the girl from yesterday, had looked like she just fought two bears, so i decided to approach her.

"Hey.." i said.

"H-Hey...." She said avoiding making eye-contact.

"Are you okay?" i asked a bit concerned. its not like i cared but i was just c-curious...

"Y-yes now leave me alone..." she began speed walking away from me.

"Hey!" I yelled grabbing onto her back-pack bringing her closer as i removed her hands from her face.

"W-What..." She asked, as her eyes looked puffy and red. Was she crying?

"Your not okay what's wrong? I asked looking at her chocolate-hazel eyes.

"Its nothing.." she replied as i noticed bruises on her.

"W-What happened!?" i demanded.

"ITS NOTHING OKAY!" She yelled, she reminded me of me... how i denied things in order to keep my "secret"

"Please just tell me, i can tell your lying and i know that look any where." i said worried.

"Why do you care i thought i was a "nerd" to you...." she replied, with a hurt look.

"I-I Didn't mean okay.." I replied.

"I-I Just got back from my town a bit far from here....a-and (she takes a deep breathe) There were O'kasis  Guards invading that area and t-they took my family h-hostage!......and i was the only out a few to escape........"

My eyes widened at what she had said.

"I-I'm so sorry...." i said hugging her......she seemed so scared.....she was like me...

T-Thanks....We will be late for school.... ill talk later by-

h-Here text me on this number....if you want to talk i- uhh you can talk to me.

Okay thanks.........S-See you later...

Hey Guys i made a chapter for this book yay! Now i am leaving for my trip tomorrow but ill be bringing my laptop with me so i can write more chappy's!! :3 I hope you enjoy this and excuse the language but i have a warning it was going to be like this hope you enjoi bye! <3

_XOXO

-Detra/Author~Sama

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