Anime and vocaloid lyrics

Survival

I DO NOT OWN THE PICTURE, LYRICS, AND THE SONG
I tried collecting just the things that were missing
But the spaces in my heart just keep getting bigger
Even if light were to exist in this world
It's probably not in the cards for me
I may be ugly, I may be awkward
But someday, I'll fly away from here
Using the red star as my guide
I'll go to a place no one has ever seen
If there's something you want, use any means necessary
That's the rule and that's how I've lived
No one, not anyone did me the favour of telling me the truth
I have no expectation of warmth from people
What'll be left in the end just leave me alone