Waiting on Him

Waiting on Him {1}

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<Raelyn's POV>

4:12 am- Buzzz buzzzzzzzz. My alarm clock goes off and I immediately jump up to turn it off. I had to put my alarm on the other side of the room, so I don't just hit snooze and fall back asleep... that may or may not have happened to me plenty of times. I wake up hella early so I try my best and keep quiet while trying to get ready for today, which might be the best day or possibly the worst... it all depends on him and hows he is feeling this morning. Except I wont find out until I reach school so I try and look my best just in case today turns out to be good. I am being quiet so I don't wake my parents or younger brother up. I lay down for a couple more minutes before I drag myself out of bed for the second time this morning and go get ready. I throw on some shorts (that I will later get riduculed and called a hoe for wearing but whatever) and I throw on a crop top with a cardigan and head out to the kitchen. A war starts in my head debating weather or not I should eat. Today was going pretty good with my makeup, and my outfit is pretty cute soooo I guess I'll eat this morning. I grab a breakfast bar and brew some coffee then head out to my car to warm it up. I ran inside and grabbed my backpack and brushed my teeth really quick. I headed back out to my car and on my way I was. Thankfully I didn't wake my mother up, that would've been hell.

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The first period bell rings as I make my way though the crowded halls. I keep my head down and push people along and occasionally waving at some friends passing. I reach the door to Ms. K's class, I prep my self to endure what lies behind the gray prison looking door. I take a deep breath and pray for the best. I turn the knob and pull the door open. "How bad can it be?" I ask myself. Thankfully he isn't in here yet and I release a deep breath that I hadn't realized I had been holding. I sit in my seat and grab out a paper and pen pretending to look busy so no one would talk to me. The door opens and my head shoots up, its not him. I'm a little disappointed yet relieved at the same time. With every opening of the door I look for him I suddenly get scared when he still hasn't shown up. I start panicking. I get up and go to his best friend Mark. 

"Hey Mark" I greet him. We hug then I ask the question I was dying to know. 

"Hey so uhhh do know  where-" I start. Suddenly I hear the door open and I bolt my head and see him. The one and only guy that I hate so much but want to spend every second with, and that is the oh so cocky Caysen Rivers, I quickly look away as if his presence didn't bother me at all. Still unsure of his mood this morning I hold back from any contact. He sits in his seat that is next to me. I hold my breath not sure what mood he was in. I'm holding my breath staring down at my paper till I hear him shuffle around then turn around and crack a joke to Mark and Gabe. I let out the breath I was holding as I feel a smile creep up on my lips I'm so relived, today might just be good. I turn to face Caysen and he is wearing his same old Nike sweat shirt that I steal from him sometimes. 

"Look who decided to join us in hell... the one and only Cayyseennnn!"  He turns to me laughs then replies his usual comment whenever I curse.

"Uhhmmm language ma'am" 

"My apologies sir " I say sarcastically. 

That's when he decides he has had enough conversation with me and he got bored. He turns around and starts talking to Gabe about soccer and I can't help but to feel hurt but yet so accomplished. My cheeks flush and I start talking to Sheri, who sits behind Caysen. Even after that ass hole move I'm still beaming with joy. 

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Class flies by with me and Caysen making jokes and taking each others stuff and petty stuff that anyone with eyeballs would call flirting. The bell rings and we slowly start packing up our things and I pretend I'm waiting for Sheri when we both know I'm waiting for Caysen to hurry up and pack his shit so he can walk me to class. He starts walking next to me and I smile and proceed to walk we take Gabe's soccer ball and start kicking it around. 

"Rae you absolutely suck at this" Caysen laughs.

"HEYYY I'm great at this so shush it!" I say pretending to be hurt by his comment.

"Oh yeahhh totally" 

"Caysen don't give me that attitude geez!" 

He proceeds to mock me by saying one of my famous "me as a..." joke. He thinks its stupid but it makes him laugh uncontrollably so I don't see how it's that dumb.

"Me as an attitude" he mocks. I respond to this act of childish behavior with a slap to his arm, he pretended that I actually hurt him and he started rubbing his arm.

"Aw I'm sorry, did I hurt you? "

"Yeah..." He paused "..you did" 

"Is it because my awesome soccer skills hurt your ego or is it because I'm so strong I bruised your arm with my mighty touch?" I say smirking knowing both options worked out great for me. 

Suddenly my best friend Andrea comes up to us, I hug her and we start laughing, everything is funny to us. She hugs Caysen and they start conversing. I don't really want to join the conversation just because they are complimenting each other on how well they did in track the other day.

"But I saw you running the 50 and you did really good.. but not as good as me" Andrea says smirking. 

"No one is as good as you duh" Caysen flirts back.

I roll my eyes at their flirty behavior, I get a little irritated and start walking off because in all honesty it felt like I was third wheeling. As much as I love Andrea I hate when she talks to Caysen like this.

"Noooo no no not so fast there Rae Rae"  Caysen says coming up behind me. He calls me Rae Rae and I call him Case Case but lately I haven't because things have been really complicated with his feelings, my feelings, and half the other girls he catches feelings for. It's pretty strange hearing my nickname again, I have to admit it makes me grin a little.

 He starts pouting continued by saying "wheres my hug" in his little baby voice which I had to admit was pretty damn cute. But I was irritated so I just rolled my eyes at him.... bad idea. 

"Wow ok Raelyn be like that, You are so damn salty" he spits.

I suddenly realize my mistake and try and lighten the mood by correcting him.

" darn" I correct proudly since he is always doing it to me.

"What the heck" he says with the biggest attitude.

"I'm so DARN salty.... not damn" I smirk.

"Really Rae?!"

I turn and storm off without our normal hug. I'm so pissed! He completely ignores me whenever she is around and then when she leaves he comes back to me like a rebound and I hate it! I hate him! UGH!! Then he turns around and calls me salty, no wonder gosh he is so stupid sometimes I am so done with his shit and him treating me like shit that was it never again will I talk to him. I storm into into second period and sit next to my friends, and some how they already know Caysen did something and that's why I'm mad. 

Maybe today won't be as good as I thought...

< *> How did you guys like it?? please give me suggestions I'm open to new ideas Oh yeah and should I do a chapter explaining Caysen and Raelyns past?? Let me know love you guys- XOXOXO