Rant Book/ Random

Lack of upload

(This isn't about anyone in prayicular, if you think it's about you, you can leave.)

If you've been keeping tabes on my page than you've realized I have not been uploading at all.
So since it's apparently okay to post what ever about whomever, I thought I would explain a little.

First (and probably one of the more stressful things) if you didn't know already, I'm still in school. There's a lot going on including the fact that I have about 8 assignments due by the end of April, and than another three in May, along with track and field.

Just to clarify, I'm terrified of running in front of people. I'm not athletic at allll.

Annnnyway..

(I'm probably the only person who's ever said this but) I'd rather not come home from school... Although school life may be a living hell, life at Home is not much better. Luckily though, at home there isn't any fake friends, and I can't get blamed for much. But
Once my parents get home, their normally not in a very good mood. They change into pyjamas, and take a nap or read. Than as soon as my brother finally raises from the basement (from playing video games) he starts a fight. Calling me fat, retarded ect.  So within all that, I'm stuck listening to music, and watching YouTube.
To say the least, they don't believe what I say.
Now my mom is starting to think I have anxiety and depression....

Overall, although I may be currently crying over feels, I'm trying my hardest to upload all I can. I've got a lot of assignments coming up in school, and there's a lot keeping me from being happy and doing what I want to do, but I'm trying my best, and hopefully I'll find a way to get over myself.

Thanks!
-Anonymous