Fairy tail: Lucy's revenge! So cold, it burns...

~lonley nights and no returns~

Lucy's P.O.V.

I hear something in the middle of the night in my closet and, thinking its a few mice, I ignore it. But when it gets louder and I hear "....Owe......py!....what.....hell....gonna be......lonely" I go back to sleep and wake up again at 3 in the morning. I decide to sit up on my bed after some time of trying to go back to sleep and stare out my window at the streets and waterway. I remember when natsu brought me down that very road to register me at fairy tail.... And when he brought me the rainbow tree when I really wanted to see it and had gotten sick....all of my memories were...here. Most of my good ones anyway. I loved belonging to a place I could finally call my own. But it was false happiness... Natsu would leave me high and dry after lisanna comes home. And so would everyone else...I couldn't take this anguish anymore. By now it was about 4:30 and I felt the wet blanket touch my foot. That's when I realized I was crying. I sniffled a few times and got up to put on my clothes I had left out and get something to eat although there wasn't much. I didn't bother to wipe the tears away, I knew they'd just keep coming.... I began to think of all the good memories and adventures I had had with the guild and there was a time for a few seconds I had slowly convinced myself to stay. But I quickly changed my mind when I thought of how no one wanted me. I often talked to my mother in the form of letters I kept in a box, but those were already at the cave. So I decided to just talk instead. I said "hey mom..." I began "I know I always wanted to belong to fairy tail from a young age, but I can't stay here anymore...I feel victimized by everyone, I don't have any friends anymore, and worst of all the one I love has turned on me.... He's the one who got me into fairy tail. The pink haired boy I told you about? Remember him? The other day I thought he loved me and I thought he'd really gotten over the fact lisanna was here and she would always be here from now on....but.... I was wrong. I just- I just need a little time. I'm going to live in a cave on a mountain in the hawkebey range and I'll probably die so this may be my last words to you...but I still want you to be waiting there in heaven for me. And send me a sign of I should live and keep going. Other wise I'm just going to wait up there until I whether away and die...
              Love you, mom"
I finished my spoken letter and began to cry even more. So I began to talk to myself. "Lucy, no one likes you anymore... No one cares anymore... Your all alone..." I began to cry harder at this point "  *sniff sniff* you can't go on like this... The only people you had to live for hate you now... Your dad tried to sell you for marriage to try and give birth to a heartfilia air... He Dosent love you. He never will. Natsu Dosent love you and still never will... Your hopeless... YOU MIGHT AS WELL JUST DIE!" I walked back into my room with a knife in my hand from the kitchen and started etching small straight lines into my wrist. Each one taking away more pain than the last. I screamed on every one and I knew the creature was still in the close but I didn't care... I just wanted it to be over. Everything I had cared for...everything I had given up to get here... Was in vain...

Natsu's P.O.V.

I watched in horror through a tiny crack in Lucy's closet. How she could do something like that to her self... How he could say those words to herself... And fall apart at 5 in the morning when she knew nobody was around... When she knew she would be ok and wouldn't get made fun of for it. She had been wearing long sleeves lately so I didn't notice her wrists. I didn't think of how my words effected her. I wish I did. Now her smooth beautiful wrists would have scars and scrapes and scab all over them. I though about telling her to stop but she wouldn't listen to me... She won't listen to any one now... She's too far gone. "Let's go happy...she's too far gone..."i said standing up "I c-can't n-natsu w-what happened to l-Luce. T-that c-creature, t-that's n-not h-her!" I slid open the closet door and looked at her. I let a few tears fall when I noticed she haven't screamed for a while but kept continuing. Whimpering every now and then. She turned to look at me and her eyes, oh her pretty brown eyes. So dry from crying, lost the life in them. She was just a shell that looked like Lucy. I. No. Us at the guild were supposed to protect her. But instead we broke her. To the point of no Return...