Danielle's POV
It's been 2 months since mine and Liam's breakup. I haven't talked to the boys recently, but I still keep in touch with Eleanor. We're going out for lunch, so I take a shower, throw on a pair of leggings and one of Liam's old shirts. I then finish the look off with a simple pair of sandals and decide to straighten my hair. I decided on no makeup.
I started the car and turned on the radio. *Here's a new hit single by the one and only Taylor Swift!*
'I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me.'
I can feel my eyes burning.
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.
I pull off the road and just listen to the rest of the song.
I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
'Cause each time you reach out there's no reply.
I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say "Hello" to you
And risk another goodbye.
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.
Oh, we made quite a mess, babe.
It's probably better off this way.
And I confess, babe,
In my dreams you're touching my face
And asking me if I wanna try again with you.
And I almost do.
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.
I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me.
*And that was 'I Almost Do'*
By the time the song ends I'm sobbing, I can't breathe, I can't think. Then my phone rings... Part of me wishes that it would be Liam, but that's wishful thinking.
"DANIELLE?!" I hear Eleanor's frantic voice through my iPhone.
I wipe the tears and clear my throat "Yeah, sorry I'm late." I tried my best to mask the pain I was feeling.
"What's wrong?" Eleanor asked worriedly
"Nothing, I'll be there in 5" and then I hang up.
We go to Nando's because that's the closest place around.
"Aww, babe. Is it Liam again?" She questions
I pull out my phone and YouTube the song that played on the radio,
"Just listen,El."
"Oh Dani! I'm so sorry!" She pulls me in for a hug and I just cry there.
"It's been 2 months, I'm supposed to be over him." I hear paps taking pictures. Just great, I can see the headlines now 'Payzer breakup sends Danielle over the edge' stupid paps.
We decide to order a pizza and just go back to El's apartment and watch "The Notebook"
"Lou, I'm really worried. This isn't normal. I can't do anything to help her. Listen to her!"
"SHE CAME BACK FOR HIM! BECAUSE SHE LOVES HIM! WHY CAN'T MY LIFE BE THAT SIMPLE!" I shout throwing popcorn at the screen.
Eleanor's POV
"Gosh, I don't know what to say. Liam's out clubbing with Sophia." Lou hesitantly replies
I quickly step out of the room and into the kitchen
"WHAT? He has a girlfriend?!" I screamed
"Yeah... They've been dating for about a week.."
"THEY BROKE UP 2 MONTHS AGO AND HE'S ALREADY MOVING ON?" I stopped dead in my tracks when the bowl of popcorn fell out of Dani's hands, forgetting she could hear me.
"What?" She quietly asked.
"I'm so sorry, babe..."
"NO NO NO! We're supposed to get back together .. He can't move on.. I NEED HIM!" She spoke breaking my heart...
"Maybe he hasn't... Maybe she's a distraction from what he really wants. You know how guys are.." I say trying to make her feel better.
Dani eventually cried herself to sleep. I slowly got up, realizing I need to go home, so I left her a note.
Danielle's POV
I woke up to complete darkness. I slowly made my way to my laptop and opened twitter. Of course the Top trends were Daniel,Payzer, and Siam.. I decided to click on Payzer just to see what people were saying. There were loads of pictures of Liam and I....my fans were extremely worried, so I decided to do a quit twitcam...
"Hey guys! How are you?"
I immediately got several replies and people asking how I am.
"I'm hanging in there guys. I honestly couldn't do it without you. I'm gonna answer a few of your alls questions"
"Your opinion on Siam?"
-Uhmm.. I'm happy for Liam...
"How does it feel seeing him with someone else?"
-it's hard, I mean you never forget your first love..
"Are you really okay? Be honest with us! We love you!"
-I mean I have feelings just like you guys. Breakups are hard and they suck... But music helps me through it or makes it worse.. Haha
"Most recent song you've listened too?"
-I almost do by Taylor Swift.
"Will you sing some for us pleaseeee!?!?"
-That's new. I only sing for fun or in the shower. How embarrassing."
"Please please please!"
- I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me.
There you go. I'm a dancer not a singer! :)
"THAT WAS AMAZING!"
-Not really but thanks!
"You and Liam should do a duet!!"
- I don't think so...but that's all for now. I'm trying to keep you all updated! Lots of love! Xx
Hey El! Meet me at tattoo shop at 10am xx -Dani
