There are only two people in this whole world that completely knows the full understood story, but here is my poem-of-the-day. For yesterday :0.
I Don't know why....
When I was brought fourth into this world,
I was innocent sweet....
but without THEM,
incomplete.
Neither of them wanted me...
I was just a mistake.
So I needed someone,
and was for my REAL parents to take.
Both left my life for good
not even a goodbye....
but I'm happy with my family now...
yet every once in a while I sigh.
I was 7 when the wondering began,
a question crossed my mind....
"Who exactly are my biological parents,
why do they have to hide???"
So mother tried to find you guys,
but only got in touch with one..
I finally met my birth father...
who shattered my into a million pieces,
I became completely undone.
I will never forget that night,
and my 'father' in his drunken state.
His words stabbed like knives,
"Get out of my life, for its you I hate!!!"
From that point on,
I decided to lie.
Telling people how wonderful they were,
But every single night I cried.
I was a complete wreck,
I had no friends....
In my depressed world,
I struggles to meet ends.
Wrists were slit to ease the pain,
blood running down my arm.
Was he even slightly aware,
he had caused so much harm???
I'm still not over him,
and I still cry...
but oh, how you hate me
and I just don't know why!
Sorry if you get confused... between the different parents but Its my story, I can understand it, and I really wish I could forget it... anywhore, (<-----stole that) hope you liked it, more to come.
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PoetryThis is a collection of my short poems. Most to all of my poems are about me life, and I write every day. On a normal day, I will write anywhere from 1-10 poems but few I will publish on wattpad. So in other words, this will be updated VERY FREQUENT...
