Wrote this a while ago----- I love being in a relationship. I love having someone to hold and be around and laugh with and just be happy with. But you think about how long that will last. How long your happiness with that wonderful person will last. It could happen any day. At any point something can happen and it can all go downhill and at that moment you know. Especially if you're young... You know it won't last forever. Even if you really truly love that person. You Aldo think.. When we break up... I'm just going to be another name in your book. I'm just going to be another ex. I'm just going to be a name to your your new gf/bf. Just a thought. And it hurts. That person at one moment meant the world to you.. And now your just names in each others books I love relationships.
Recently written-------I love having someone to hold. Someone to love and to talk to. But then I think too much... As usual. I'm young. It probably won't last forever. You love this person so much and one day it could all come crashing down. And you wonder when that day will come. And I dwell on it. I can't stop thinking about it. It kills me that one day I will just be another name to their new gf. I'll just be another ex they say "She didn't mean anything" to and it kills me. It kills me because that person that meant so much to you will leave your life with nothing but thoughts about you. I'll just be another name in their book. I won't be special.
