Sweet Lies {Jikook}

Chapter 18

JIMIN POV

"fuck" I try to catch my breath.

I just imagine Jungkooks beautiful pink juicy lips surronding my nice big cock. His black hair all wet and the drips of sweat running down his face down to his neck, his veiny hands and arms touching me and I'm pulling his soft hair to let him throat me deeper.

"Jungkook." I moan closing my eyes full with pleasure.

I flinch just at by the images of Jungkook blowing me. I throw my head back trying not to moan loud, pursing my lips letting my breaths get heavier and heavier.

"Kookie I Missed you so much." I pant stroking my cock faster about to let the liquid out.

I shudder as It squirts out of my member letting it get on the floor of the shower. I pant as I stare at the water that was making the cums way down to the drain.

"shit." I shakily jolt as I finally put my whole body under the falling water.

I was supposed to be taking a shower to let all my thougts out but all of a sudden the memory popped out of my head about the day he was rubbing against me and his lips where on mines and the way that they where in sync... fuck again..

It's so hard trying to forget him and its so hard trying not to get hard when I'm thinking of Jungkook. I have to stop. I feel like I'm sick or I have like an illness. This just isn't normal to me. I never have been like this with a guy, not even with Mark.

Mark was my boyfriend and I was in love with him. We were boyfriends in high school but then we broke up because I told him I was so going to debut to become a singer he hated the idea, he didn't want me to leave him.

But technically we didn't break up because I was cheating or he was cheating on me, it was a mutual decision and we both decided it, because he knew that he wasn't going to see me ever again. Although they still didn't accept me he just let me go because he knew that they were going to because for him I'm the "best singer".

And thats when I saw a cute black haired boy with the most adorablest smile on earth, it shines so bright it lights up my darkness, Thats Kookie. Jeon Jungkook I mean.

I fell deeply in love with him that I have never feel in love with anybody before, although he always would ignore me the thing is I didn't stop loving him I kept loving him and I keep loving him although I don't want to but my heart does. My hearts skips a beat with just thinking about him. I didnt fall in love with Jungkook just because he is cute but because the passion he has with music and dancing, the way he loves his fans but he doesn't show it because its to hard for him, the way he puts his all in everything, the way he sings is just a perfect melody in my ears and just him everything about him is just beyond perfect.

But I need to stop thinking about the good Jungkook. I have to think about the bad one. The one who lies to me, the one who makes me suffer, the one who makes me fall but never lifts me up, thats the Jungkook I have to have in my mind repeating like if it was on record just so he can slowly but surely get out of my heart and mind forever.

Now that I think about it, If I was so inlove with Mark why can't I be in love with him now. I can try it again.

If Jungkook lies to me with Taehyung I can lie to Jungkook with Mark...the thing is I can't lie, I can't hide my feelings, but I can act.

JUNGKOOK POV

"Jungkook wake up." someone calls me to wake up.

"Mm." I mumble tiredly.

I get up and rub my eyes to see clearer the persons face.

"Namjoon?" I blink fastly.

"Sorry for waking you up." He apologizes as he gets off me.