Growing up I didnt have much guidance. At a young age my parents left me, not initially but they left because death took them. It was all so sudden. We we're having breakfast at one moment, then my life flashed before my eyes, and the loves of my li...
*3 Months later, people didn't have ideas. I didn't either ( Brain Fart ) so I skipped to the baby shower*
" Baby you ready " I called out. I was now 8 months officially, " Yea baby " He said walking down. I had on this
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And Tyree had on this
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We got to the venue within 2 hours, " Tyree it looks so beautiful, I can't wait until you see it " I said smiling, i wanted to surprise Tyree, he haven't been around much so i added some touches he doesn't know about. We have our son name but we're not revealing his first name until his birth, so inside the place it has a big sign with his middle name which says ' Chasin's Day '. " Bae you better not have no girly shit " He said. I laughed, " I wouldn't " I said. We got out and made our way inside, which held at least 250+ people. How it looked inside is in the above photo, " It look beautiful ma " He said kissing the top of my head. I smiled, " Thanks " I said. " It looks so pretty Kailyn " Tyree's aunt said smiling in my face. Tyree thinks she's just here for the food, but i invited her anyways, after all she still is Chasin's family. " Thanks Aunt Shelly " T said. " Oh boy i said Kailyn. Not Tyree " She said laughing while waving him off. I laughed and T just mugged me, " Where Tiny and your mama " I asked. The only two people I noticed we're missing, other than my dad obviously. Every time i thought of him, i get sad because i have no way to help him. Cisco took off to Mexico with him, I can't help my dad until I help myself. My mom thinks it's selfish, but at the sometime wants her grandson to be safe. So me and my mom would get into arguments frequently about the situation.. " Kai there they are " Tyree said. Tiny came smiling walking to us, she came straight to me and rubbed my belly. " My nephew needs to hurry up " She said. I smiled, " It's getting tiring but i want my baby to be full term Tiny " I said rubbing my big round belly which became a habit. I got up to go get me and Tyree some food, i made our plates then was making my way back to my seat but i seen Tyree's ex sitting over there. In MY seat, " Excuse you " I said tapping her, she looked back and gave a sneaky smirk, " Bitch why are you here? How did you get in " I asked frowning up my face. " Kailyn chill, she was dropping somethings off for Chasin " Tyree said. I laughed, " Your ex. Dropping things off for our child? How about y'all both get the fuck up out my baby shower " I suggested as i begin eating. I was done playing games with Tyree, if he wanna go run around with his past bitch then so be it. Just be here for my son when he needs you, have this chick at my damn baby shower, I don't want shit from that bitch. " Kailyn watch your fucking mouth " Tyree said. I rolled my eyes then looked up at him, " I didn't sudder. Clown " I said. I couldn't stand the sight of this bitch, plus he has this chicken at my baby shower, standing in my damn face like I'm a bitch or something. " Get out hoe " I said. " Bitch who you talking to " She asked. " Get the fuck out. Now you disrespecting my girl, at our shit. Kai honestly ma she was talking that apology shit and wanted to stop by to bring Chase something " Tyree said. Chicken head had left but i was still mad at ugly ass Tyree, " I don't give a damn Tyree, i can buy my own baby shit. The hell i look like taking gifts from your last bitch for my child.... A damn fool Tyree " I yelled, I didn't give a fuck who was around. This my baby shower, Tyree humiliated me. Tyree did enough to stir drama already around the way. " Kailyn watch your fucking tone for one. For two let's get this shit over so everyone can get the fuck out my face " Tyree said angrily walking away. I sat eating my cake then went on to opening gifts, i got many of the same things, I couldn't be more thankful for my family and friends. After it was over we took pictures then Tyree loaded the truck and we left. Me and Tyree weren't talking since everything went down, we only got along for the photos.
Next Morning
I groaned and held onto Tyree very hard, i was having pains since midnight but I didn't wanna go to the hospital because i wanted my baby to be fully term, even though i was only a month away. Of course Tyree don't like my decision but we both didn't wanna argue right now. " Kailyn I'm calling the doctor " Tyree says. " No Tyree, I'm- ahh omg Tyree i feel like he's coming " I said scared. I didn't want my baby going threw complications, this was our first child so i was very scared. " Wassup Dr. Leo Kailyn been having these pains since around about midnight " Tyree explained walking into the bathroom. I reached for my water and sipped and i rubbed my stomach, " Chasin please don't come now, mommy can't wait to see your handsome face, but I don't wanna see my prince going threw pain. I wonder who you'll look like. Mommy or daddy? Would you be a mommas boy or daddies shadow " I said softly. I turned over to my side as i felt him kick, " They're like 4 minutes apart tops, Look Doc should we come in or not " Tyree said sitting down. " Tyree stop being so hotheaded " I said. " Okay, thanks " He said then hung up. I looked to him waiting for him to tell me what she said, " So " I said, " She said they may be braxton hicks and it'll just waste our time going to the hospital so just sit yo ass in a warm tub for about an half hour " He said. I rolled my eyes, " No "I said. I didn't wanna sit in no damn tub for an half hour, I'd rather sit my ass here and look up other remedies. T just laughed at me, " That's you going threw pain ma, I'm just trying help you " He said. I turned away from him, his fault I'm in this situation now right.
After at least an hour of just laying here with Tyree, it seem like the pains just wouldn't nudge. " Baby maybe if i stand it'll be okay " I said in a shaking breath. " Nah, we go to the hospital get my son up out of there then you'll be fine " He said. I rolled my eyes, " My baby will not be here until next month. Don't jinks it Tyree " I said sternly. I stood up but mid step i sat back down. It felt like the baby was coming either tonight or right now, Chasin felt like he was pushing his way threw. But i didn't wanna tell Tyree, " What's wrong? I thought you was going try walk it out " He said. I shook my head, " T this baby coming today " I said scared. I started to cry and lay on his chest, " Baby I-i don't wanna have-have him yet. Not until M-M-March " I said crying. He just continued to soothe me, " Kailyn if he's ready to come. We can't force him to stay " He said. I knew he was right but why. Why couldn't he stay the whole 9 like normal kids, " He's just ready to see us baby. Think of it that way " He said kissing me. " Im glad we did the nursery early " I said softly. " What the f- Kailyn you pissed on me " Tyree said angrily. I laughed, " No i didn't " I said still laying there. " Yo Kai get up for real " He said. I got up and we we're both wet, " Baby i think my water broke " I simply said. Its like his breath got caught in his throat, we we're both just froze sitting on the bed. " We need to get dress, call up the fam and errbody else " He said putting on his shoes. I threw on my leggings, a big oversized shirt and my slippers, Tyree grabbed Chasin and I night bag and carseat then we left. I decided not to call until we knew for sure, " Kailyn your water broke. What more assurance you want " Tyree said. He wanted to call the whole squad up this hospital when my baby not even a minute old yet. " Baby the pain im going threw right now. Lets just save the arguing " I said gripping my leg.
In about an hour we got there, signed some papers and they wheeled me to the maternity ward. " Your 6 centimeters dilated. You have at least 3 more to go, your doctor will be in shortly " The nurse said walking out. " Tyree called everyone he wanted to 🙄 and invited anyone who'd pick up. Ant and my mom was the first to get here, T and Ant stepped out tho. " I can't wait until we meet him " Raven said. I smiled a little and nodded, " I know you'll be a great mother K " She said kissing my head. I wasn't medicated, because i wanted to do at least one of my kids birth natural. I just was in pain and didn't feel like talking, Raven begin to sing softly like she always use to do when i was younger. I then dosed off to sleep...