You know what's weird? When you love someone but, at the same time, you don't think you are capable of loving them. In fact, you don't think they are capable of love.
Matt makes me feel reckless. He makes me feel as if there will be no tomorrow. He makes me live in the moment. But doesn't he live in the moment as well? Perhaps, maybe everyday. Is that why he kissed me? Did he just do it for "fun"? Weren't his words "I kiss everyone"?
I shake my head, ridding of the thoughts, and walk to my desk.
Okay, I still have a lot of stuff to do.
I grab my keys and head out the door.
While locking the old, rusted doorknob, I feel hands rest firmly on my hips. I immediately turn around, dropping the keys on the floor.
It was Matt.
"What?" I sighed.
"I'm sorry," he apologizes. His eyes looked sincere, along with the small frown forming on his face.
"It's fine. You kiss everyone." I push him out of the way and grab my keys off the floor.
"Now if you excuse me, I have to go," I say.
With each step I took, I regretted leaving him even more. I had this urge to stay and, I don't know, talk? Perhaps, kiss? What is he doing to me?
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Sorry I haven't uploaded. I haven't really been inspired. However, I now feel inspired as ever. Look forward to updates!
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No Air
Fanfiction"You control me as... as if I have no air of my own." _________________________________________ A story based on two completely different people, who slowly learn how to love each other, even if one doesn't feel completely free. Meet Matt and Lisa. ...
