Make it stop.

That moment you realise what you've done.

You don't know if you'll get them back.

The feeling in your stomach when they ignore you.

That gut reaching hatred and disgust you have in yourself.

The tears that fall every night.

The feeling that someone has just ripped your heart out, the realisation that you're the one who ripped it out.

You've destroyed everything.

You've lost them for good.

You feel worthless.

You want it all to go away.

You try to make it go away.

You need to make it go away.

You can't handle it anymore.

You just want it all to stop.

Will anyone notice if it stops?

Will anyone care?

No one cares anymore.

You've destroyed all you had.

Finally...

You make it go away...

You finally make it stop...